Hey there, I know I shouldn't be writing another story but I can't help it! When I'm sick my writing brain goes to work. Ha-ha. Anyway this will be a series of one-shots/songfics about different ships. Please Read and Review.


Characters: Lily and James

Year: AU 7th year

Song/Title: You Told Me You Loved Me

I walk into the common room and stop dead in my tracks. It's three days before the Winter Holidays end and I decided to come back early from visiting my parents to surprise my boyfriend, James. I guess this wasn't the best idea. James is sharing an armchair with the school slut. Sharing isn't the right word considering they are molded together at the lips. His hands are running all over her and her fingers and twined in his hair. Anger is bubbling in my veins and tears start to form in my eyes. "James Potter, you bastard, how dare you cheat on me! I can't believe you!" he tears his face away from hers and looks at me innocently. I cross the room and slap him on the face. The sound of skin against skin rings out and hangs in the air. Without hesitating I stalk up to the dormitories, the burning tears falling down my face.

"Lily! Please come back!" James calls after me, but I don't listen. The door slams behind me and I flop down on my four-poster and start to sob.

How could he do that to me? I thought he loved me. He told me he loved me more than anything. I believed him, how could I be such a fool? For Merlin's sake he's James Potter! He's never been with a girl for more than three weeks at a time. I want our relationship to work, but I know that it won't matter how hard I try to make it, not now that I know he's a cheater.

You said you loved me
More than anyone else could ever know
But now you're leaving
Can't we just try to work this out
And I've never been one to beg

The Summer Holidays-July

It's been four months since I broke up with James. I gave him another chance after he cheated on me during the Winter Holidays. After that we seemed to be back on track, he loved me and I loved him. Somewhere on that path I gave him my virginity. Everything was amazing, and then I found out he was shagging Sara Davis, the American transfer student. That was the last straw. He ruined out relationship and I wasn't about to give him a third chance. Now it's July and I'm lying on my bed thinking about him. I know I shouldn't love him, but I still do. It's impossible for me not to love him.

The nights get lonely
And all I have left is memory of you
I tried to save this
But now there's nothing left for me to do
And I've never been one to beg
James

Flashback

"James, I can't believe you would do that to me. I thought you loved me. I guess I was wrong."

"No, Lily I do love you. It's just that-"

"Just that what? She's prettier than me? Skinner? Gives better shags? American? Do tell, I'm very interested," her voice is shaking with hurt and anger. I can't stand seeing her like this. The eyes I fell in love with have hardened and become like emeralds, cold and reflective.

"Lily, I didn't mean to hurt you…I never wanted it to go that far…" Why can't she see that I am in love with her?

"Whatever, Potter. I'm done with you."

"Please, give me a second chance," I'm down on my knees begging. I grab her hand and look into her emerald eyes. They soften and turn into the eyes I fell for, "I'm sorry, I really am, but you already had your second chance and now this is goodbye," she presses her lips to my cheek and smiles sadly. With that she turns away and walks down the corridor.

End Flashback

I'm packing up my trunk for the last time. The room is bare except for me and my trunk. Everyone else is down in the common room.

I can't believe that it's been two months since Lily broke up with me. I've tried and tried again to show her that I'm done with that and that I really do love her.

Moony, Padfoot, Wormtail and I walk down to the train one last time. On the way I see Lily walking with Snape, apparently they made up. I want to go over to her and kiss her and tell her that I love her. I want to hold her min my arms and protect her forever.

Please don't go, just stay
I watched with tears in my eyes as you walked away
Miss your voice, and your touch
And if I told you I loved you could that be enough?
Third Person

Six Months Later

Does he know that she lies in bed and cries every night?

Does she know that she hasn't left his flat since the summer holidays were over?

Every day letters are written that won't ever get sent/ She sits by her window wondering what would have happened if she hadn't let him go. He lies in bed awake wondering why he had to be so selfish.

He still loves her.

Her heart still belongs to him.

But they will never know that.

And now there's silence
It's been too long since I've heard from you
And I lay sleepless
Knowing that my heart still belongs to you
And I've never been one to beg
And tonight I'll stay home and miss you more than you'll ever know


Thanks for reading. Hopefully I'll have a new chapter/one-shot up every day. If not, please don't be mad at me! Also, my apologies that it's so short!

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