I know. Theres a thousands of "Adam is bulimic" fics.
And I never liked the idea, I love unique stories.
But a very touching tumblr post inspired me. And I've left the psychiatry 3 weeks ago either.
So here I am. I'm back. Let's work on this sexy bastard!
FF needs Adam and Lawrence, right?
I have been bulimic now for about 4 years,
and this disease is killing me from the inside and on the outside...
I've puked blood before, but never as much as I did today.
The amount of blood actually shocked me.
My teeth are all rotten. I can't drink cold water, or hot coffee. I can't eat hard.
My stomach hurts every time I attempt to keep food down.
So I want perfection?
I want to be beautiful?
I'm not going to get that.
I'm further and further away from perfection each second...
No boy wants me. Not even my boyfriend.
He left me a few days ago. But maybe he's right.
Because I always smell like puke, blood, and I actually fear even being close to him.
I'm worthless.
Beautiful? No. I became an ugly, horrible monster.
Do I still want this?
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Adam, you need help.
