A/N Placed 102 years after the battle in Eclipse. Instead of Edward saying no to Bella having sex with him that night before the newborn battle he says yes. Also in this story Jacob is going to be Nessie's father figure.
Bella's POV
''Oh mommy…I love it.'' Nessie said. Ahh Nessie…my daughter, the only reminder I have of Edwa-him that is not painful. It's been 102 years…my brain knows that but my heart remembers it like yesterday.
* Flashback *
''Fine Bella.'' Were his last words to me. As we began what I had wanted. At first it had felt nice. How he gently touched me, But as he released his seed he began going harder, less gentle and more animal like. ''Edward …please stop… ow! Edward you're hurting me! Please!''
A few moments later I heard a sickening crack. He had spread my legs to far for my body to handle. Broken they dangled to the sides of my body, a strange ripping sensation taking over my body. A white, hot pain. I screamed, not knowing how else to let Edward know of my pain. Edward took it the wrong way, it got worse and he continued into the night.
I lost track of how many cracks I'd heard. How many bones would be shattered beyond repair? My throat felt raw from screaming, I eventually passed out from the pain. I could no longer take it.
When I awoke many hours later everything hurt. I tried to sit up but some of my ribs protested causing me to shriek and whimper back down. Defiantly a few ribs broken.
I moved my left arm. ''Ow!'' I shrieked. Broken. Was last night really that bad? I can hardly recall it. I moved my right arm, sore but bearable. My right hand came across a smooth piece of paper. I picked it up on instinct, it read.
Bella,
I can not express how guilty I feel. I'm leaving.
Moving on. Sorry. I don't think I can bear look at you.
See the things I have done to you.
I love you forever
Even when I'm gone.
Good-bye my soul mate.
Edward Cullen
*End of flashback*
I still carry that note wherever I go. Not one of the Cullens had shown up for the battle with Victoria and her newborns. Therefore the all the wolfs had to band together to protect me, including Bradley and Collin. And sadly those were the two who died in the battle.
Jacob said only three vampires got away. One was Victoria, and two others named Bree and Riley. Whoever they are…they mean nothing to me.
I had stayed in that bed in agony, crying over Edward. Crying over the pain. Crying over the trouble I put everyone through. I didn't eat or move for four days after the battle. It had been Jacob who came to my rescue. He helped me back to health. Things had been going well for awhile, I was getting better slowly. We thought I was recovering until one day we found out I was pregnant. With something. Else.
Jacob, not knowing what else to do took me and ran off to some cave until she was born. I realized then, when Jacob tore Nessie out of me that he loved her too. In a fatherly way. After her birth I could feel myself weakening, spitting out non-sense. I sent Jacob and Nessie away while I died in the cave, I couldn't have my best friend and daughter watching that.
It had felt good to know that Jake would take care of her. I was almost dead, I could feel myself slipping away when Victoria found me. She bit me and was on her merry way.
Their was no explanation to why she bit me. Sometimes I wonder if she even knew it was me. Sometimes I think she was so thirty she attacked the first thing she saw, which was me. Without even registering who I was. Surely if she knew it had been me, she would have killed me. Either way I'm grateful she didn't.
Enough about the past. Enough about the painful memories that got me here. The one girl that keeps me alive is Nessie, she stopped growing at 16, which is the same age Jake is stuck at. We've moved from place to place. Country to country. Continent to continent. But never Washington…until now.
We're moving into La Push. Jake's old home. Ironically, Jake will be in his old room. Nessie will be in Billy's. And I don't need a bed obviously.
''Yeah it always did feel nice here.'' I said as the old dim memories flooded into my mind. ''Ness, where's Jake?''
''Dad.'' She clarified. She knew Jake wasn't her real father but that's what it felt like to them.
''Inside. Mom, I can see this is bringing up a lot of memories for him, just like for you. I know that guy broke you and your heart. My real father.'' She said with a bit of anger. Then we both shuddered. '' He must have been horrible because you never tell me anything about him. But he's not here. So forget about him, it's unhealthy to think of the past. Let's go unpack.'' That's right…he's not here. I'll never see him again. If that's true…then why do I feel like something terrible is about to happen?
*The next day.*
''Ness, wake up! Time for school.'' Today is going to be a boring day for me I'm to stay home, run errands, and finish unpacking. Nessie's day will be much more eventful, she's go to Forks High School. Her choice of coarse, I'd never force her to do that, she already has plenty of high school diplomas. And Jake is going out today to find the remaining and new werewolf's.
''Okay Mom. Five more minutes.'' Nessie groaned still half asleep. '' Babe Jakes already gone, and I'm on my way out to hunt. Think you can manage by yourself this morning?'' I hate leaving her alone. Afraid someone will find her, and hurt her. She's still a baby to me. Nessie's eye's opened and she jumped out of her bed ''Yeah! Go!''
''Okay.'' I said warily. Now why is she so excited? I shrugged my questions off. I really need to hunt.
*Nessie's POV*
Yes! First day at a new school and no parental opinion my clothes. Mom said I'm exactly like my aunt on my father's side. But that's one of the only thing I know about my fathers side. I'd kill to know more about who my father is. About where my vampire side comes from.
I searched my already stocked closet for something killer to wear! It didn't take me long to find it.
I know my closet like the back of my hand, I am a girl after all. I slipped on my dark denim jeans that fit me to a T. A red, off the shoulder top, and red stilettos. Thank god I'm half vampire or I'd never be able to walk in these.
I decided to leave my curls down, a girl can never go wrong with being natural! I noticed I was late and rushed into Jake's porche, he's begged mom to let him get it when we lived in Europe. Swallowing any unease in my stomach I drove to Forks High. The car ride there was uneventful, all that surrounded me where trees. Lots of trees. How had Jake and Mom been able to live here so long ago, it's completely boring. I got to the school with plenty of time to spare, and at the perfect moment with all eyes on me. I'm not one to hog attention, but I think every girls deserves bit of it now and then, to remember that they're special. I'm the exact opposite of my mom in that way, she can't stand any extra, or unwanted attention.
Taking in a big breath that I don't necessarily need I prepared myself to get out of the car, when my eyes were drawn to 5 yellow eyed vampires. Vegetarians like my mom and I. Them being vegetarian automatically made me interested in them, I don't come across other vegetarians often.
From the distance I could see a big one, a small one, a blonde one, and one covered in battle scars. They were to far away for my half human, and half vampire eyes to see anything else. Another vampire, a few feet away from them caught my attention. His auburn hair tousled in the wind, his perfect bone structure, and his eyes staring at my intently…or rather staring at my brown chocolate eyes. They are my best feature, the exact same shade as my mother when she was human.
*Edward's POV*
'Oh! A new girl! This school defiantly needs someone new, it's still as boring as it was 102 years ago! Alice complained in her head. Just being back here made me think of Bel-her way too much. We visited her grave yesterday, thinking it'd help me get closure. She had died four days after we left from body trauma. From what I'd done.
''She looks like a whore. Look at her.'' Rosalie said. And I did. God she was beautiful . Her hair, Her body, but as soon as I saw her chocolate colored eyes I forgot everything else. I knew, God or whoever was out their made her for me.
I loved her instantly. Why? Because of Bella's eyes. My soul would recognize her eyes anywhere.
