A.N: this is a haruse x kuroyuki fanfic don't want it, don't read it

A world without you

…a dark room…no a dark place filled with emotions I can't bare…

A place with no light…

Yes…that's where I am now…

A world with no light…a world without Haruse…

Its been a long time since ng Haruse died…and I'm still suffering without him here…I can't do anything…still, I can only blame one thing…

Those bishops! Their the who took Haruse away! I hate them…I hate them…I hate them all! How dare them took Haruse away from me? ..my Haruse…my dear Haruse…he even protected me till the last time…even though he knew it would kill him he still protected me. I saw the light called 'love' it was warm and welcoming. Buthey will never understand the love that Haruse and I shared, the love that we tried to protect. For me…Haruse is my light…I feel like I'm walking in darkness when he's not with me. I don't need anyone else as long as I have Haruse. Even if its Ayanami-sama, I will gladly refuse him…

Haruse is my one and only love…

I never wanted for our love to end like this…

Why God?... why are you doing this to me?....

I never did anything wrong to you…but still you let the darkness enter me.

Why did you do this to me?

Where were you when I needed you?....I'm seeking salvation but you never grant me that….you weren't there for me at all…but come to think of it…you were never ther for me at the first place.

But I'm kinnda great full to you , because of you, darkness crawled in to my heart…turning my sadness into hatered, and because of that, I was able to meet Haruse.

But now… you took him away from me again…you and those bishops…I hate you all!

Nobody really understands me…only Haruse made me feel like im important, that I'm needed…that I was loved…only he understands my true feelings…but now he's gone…the only person to light my way out of this dark world is gone… they took him away…my only light...

I cried so hard because I cant bare the pain…

"Haruse…" I said his name as I cried over and over…its cold without Haruse. I've always dreamed about me and Haruse living a peaceful life, but I guess dreams are just dreams…they will never come true.

Haruse…I wish I could see you…

I wish I could be with you…

A world filled with hatred and sadness is a world without Haruse…

A world without you…

~FIN~

Blacklili29: my 1st 07-ghost fan fic! I really love Haruse and Kuroyuri! I wanted to make them the star of the show for once. And so far I guess this is good enough. But I know it really sucks. Don't get me wrong, I'm not a Satanist, I just expressing the feelings of Kuroyuri and the things that he might feel. That's all for now! I will find some inspiration to do a Haruse x Kuroyuri again bye-bye!

p.s: I know what I wrote is random. Just imagine it as Kuroyuri's mind diary. Tah-tah!