My Monster
Chapter 1
Tossing and turning, Rey could only contin ue for so long before fear struck her heart. Yes, she technically slammed the door in Ben's face. Yes, she was telling him she had no desire to be part of the future he had seen. Yes, this was for the better.
And that was exactly why she didn't want to fall sleep. If she fell asleep, she might see him. Snoke was wrong. Something in the Force was bringing them together. She wanted it to quit. She needed it to quit. If she focuses hard enough, she can feel him on the otherside of the door. Not that he was searching for her, but just the connection was just barely kept away. "Stupid Ben. Idiot Ben, if he had just went down the right path, we wouldn't be here."
"Be where?" Rey jumps in her small bed. Finn gave her a quizical look. "Rey...did you go crazy?"
"No, Oh no, I'm just...talking to myself. Thinking out loud, you know," she shrugs, trying to give a playful smile. "How is...uh...Rose?"
"Oh, she's fine. She's good. Recovering well. I just wanted to come check in on you." Fin licks his lips in a nervous habit Rey began to notice. "Rey."
"Yes Finn?" She motions for him to sit down next to her.
"Have you ever...uh, liked someone?" Rey's face felt warm. "I'm still new to this whole feeling thing. I don't want to disappoint Rose but I'm not so sure I know what I feel." Rey pats his back, and smiling sweetly. "Is that bad?"
"No, of course not. You can never really know what you feel. I think...Feelings are something that grow, like a plant." Rey smiles brighter. "Just give yourself to notice if it grows or not."
"Yeah, I'll do that. Thanks Rey," Finn gave her a long hug. "We've come a long way, huh?" Rey pats his back, wondering for a moment. They have, from a desert to looking for a new place to call home. "Well, I'm going to head to bed."
"Me too," Rey waves as Finn leaves, closing the door. She lays back down, dark green eyes looking at the ceiling. She could feel it stronger. Was Ben looking for her? Was he asleep?
Kylo was looking at a door. He taps on it, and its metal. He taps harder. Nothing. He looks around. He must be asleep, Kylo thinks for a moment. Yes, that must be the answer. A moment ago, he was on his bed and now, he's staring at a door.
"Why a door?" Kylo looks it over, and even goes around it. Its just a door in a dark room. Nothing special about a metal door. So why is it here, in his dream? He takes a deep breath, trying not to get frustrated. No, the last time he was frustrated in his sleep, he had destroyed a wall in his room. "Hello?" He tapps on it a little harder. "Is anyone in there?" He took a step back. Would the door open? WHat was inside? Was it worth seeing? For a moment fear began to creep in his chest. He took in a deep breath to settle his fears. No, he was too powerful for whatever thought it would come out of there. He bangs this time.
"Go Away Ben," His heart lept so high that Kylo Ren found himself staring at his ceiling. He wasn't expecting that. Her voice was so clear, like the first time they had connected through the Force. He had been so certain when she slammed the door that their connect would be dead. No, instead the Force was not done with them. The door, was her. She didn't want him there, but there he was all the same. His lips curl into a near boyish delight. If the Force would let him, he would find a way to break down that door.
AN: Hello..its been...uh years. I know and Im sorry.
Hopefully I can get back to writing in a better manor.
This is set to after The Last Jedi so Spoilers are here.
Anyways, if you like review!
