Author's Note: First off this isn't part of my regular stories this one shot is based off of the last episode of YYH when our love Hiei leaves his fox to train with that bionic bitch,(Mukuro) this is how Kurama feels.
Disclamier I do not own YYH or Madonna's Take A Bow which inspired me to write this. Hope you enjoy.
Hiei why did you have to leave me like that. After all the times we spent together. All the times that we talked and spent in my room, we were never apart yet your leaving me. Was I blinded by what I thought of as love? Is this a punishment for all of those that I hurt in my Yoko life? I don't really know. All I do know is that you took my heart away. I walked into my house and went up to my room. The first thing I did was remove the picture that was on my bed side table. It was a picture of Hiei and me. I had to beg him to take it with me at the mall.
Flashback
"No Fox I will not do it!" Hiei yelled.
"Please Hiei I know that you don't like camera's but please for me."
"No not for all of the sweet snow in the world." He said. I took his hand and looked him in the eyes
"For me please?" I saw his facial expression change.
"Come on let's go."
Flashback Ends
You fooled me well Hiei, very well. I said to myself and started to clean the remains of his stuff out of my room. I picked up a pair of pants, a shirt a pair of socks. There was one shirt that I saw that really got too me. It was all black and made out of silk, I had a dragon stitched in the back with ruby red eyes. I gave it too Hiei for Christmas.
Flashback
It's Hiei's and my first Christmas together. I was sitting on the couch near the tree. Hiei was upstairs in bed still sleeping, I was to anxious and I couldn't wait for Hiei to come down. I started breakfast and then I felt arms around me. I snuggled closer into the embrace.
"Merry Christmas Hiei." I said
"Merry Christmas Fox." He said and kissed me on my neck. I wanted to take him right then and there, but I didn't. Instead I pulled his hand and lead him into the living room and sat him under the tree with me. Then I picked up my box.
"Hiei I know that you really don't understand Christmas, so let me explain. It's a holiday where ningens exchange gifts with the ones that they love. When I saw this..." I held up the box "An idea came to me so I did it and I hope you like it." I said and gave him the box. Hiei shook it first and then he opened it. He pulled out the shirt and his eyes got as big a saucers, and then he smiled a real smile.
"I like it, where did you get it?"
"Don't worry about it." I said and started to get up so that I could finish breakfast. That's when Hiei grabbed my hand. "What?"
"I didn't give you my present." He said, now I wasn't expecting a present from him since he didn't have any money or anything really. Then he pulled out a little black box. I accepted the box from him and looked at it. "Open it fox." I opened it and was surprised at what I saw.
"Hi...Hiei do you know what this is?"
"Yes and I'm hoping for a yes or at least a maybe from you."
"Yes of course, what did you think that I was crazy."
"No, I was just scared that you'll want me to ask offically and all..."
"It would be nice." Hiei got up and motioned for me to go over to the couch and sit down. I did so. Hiei walked over and sat next to me. He grabbed my hand and looked me deep in my eyes.
"Kurama this is hard for me say...... I love you very much fox, and all I want to do is be with you all the time. When I'm not with you I feel empty and alone. When I am near you I feel complete, like a whole person, and Fox I don't ever want to lose you. So Kurama what I'm trying to tell ask you is will you marry me? Will you make me complete? Will you want to stay with me forever?" Hiei said all of this and looked at the floor. I picked his chin up and kissed him softly on the lips.
"Yes I will marry you."
Flashback Ends
Bitch Goddamn liar. How could he propose to me and then leave me like that? How? This had to be payback for all of the shit that I did in the past. I put all of Hiei's things in a box and taped it shut. Next was the photo album. I picked it up and accidently dropped it. Photos fell everywhere. I started picking them up, until one caught my eye. Hiei and I were at the beach. I took the picture of him without his knowledge.
Flashback
Hiei had just got an ice cream cone from one of the stands on the boardwalk. He was sitting at a table taking little licks of his ice cream, or as he called it his sweet snow. I snuck up on him and took the picture. He was upset but kept eating anyway. I sat down next to him.
"Want some Fox?"
"No." I said I had to watch my figure, since I was going to wear that white tux for the wedding.
"Come on fox a lick won't hurt."
"Yes it will, because then I'll want more and more, and then I'll get fat."
"Baka fox. You will not pig out on this, besides I won't let you." Hiei said and put the cone in my face to take some.
"No!" I said moving farther away from him.
"Please fox?" Hiei said and pouted. I hated that pout, I would've said yes if he asked me to kill and did that pout. I took a lick of the ice cream, and of course Hiei smirked. "Was that so hard?"
"Yes."
Flashback Ends
I got the rest of the pictures up and threw them in the trash. I sat on my bed which smelled of Hiei. Why did you this Hiei? I loved you. Why did you take my love for granted? I started to cry and then that made me think of Hiei leaving with Mukuro. That bitch, she didn't need him. She could've picked anyone else, why my Hiei? Yet Why did he go?
Flashback
We had won and we were going back to the human world to celebrate, as we were leaving I noticed that Hiei wasn't with us.
"Come on Hiei." I said with a smile on my face.
"I'm not going Kurama." He said. I knew it was bad he never called me by my first name unless it was serious.
"Why not?"
"I'm staying. Mukuro made me an offer that I've been wanting for a long time." My face fell to this news. Our teammates had stopped what they were doing.
"What type of offer?"
"A third of the Makia and I want it."
"So your just leaving all of this behind you?" I asked my voice was shaking with anger.
"Yes. For now that is my answer."
"Fuck you Hiei I thought you cared!" I yelled "How can you fuckin do this shit to me to us?"
"Just turn and walk away Kurama it will be easier for you for us."
"What the fuck... Your just a coward." I said coldly. Then I threw my ring at him. "Keep this then, I don't want to remember you." I said and left the arena.
Flashback Ends
Well take a bow Hiei. You got your prize your piece of the Makia and my heart. I hope that you'll think of choice every night that you sleep. I hope that you'll wake up and relaize that you made a mistake. You propbaly won't though. I turned on the radio and heard 'Take A Bow' by Madonna. Yes Hiei take a bow you played your part well.
The End
Here are The lyrics to Take A Bow
Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Light are low, the curtains down
There's no one here
[There's no one here, there's no one in the crowd]
Say your lines but do you feel them
Do you mean what you say when there's no one around [no one around]
Watching you, watching me, one lonely star
[One lonely star you don't know who you are]
Chorus:
I've always been in love with you [always with you]
I guess you've always known it's true [you know it's true]
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye
Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye
Make them laugh, it comes so easy
When you get to the part
Where you're breaking my heart [breaking my heart]
Hide behind your smile, all the world loves a clown
[Just make 'em smile the whole world loves a clown]
Wish you well, I cannot stay
You deserve an award for the role that you played [role that you played]
No more masquerade, you're one lonely star
[One lonely star and you don't know who you are]
(chorus, repeat)
Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye
All the world is a stage [world is a stage]
And everyone has their part [has their part]
But how was I to know which way the story'd go
How was I to know you'd break
[You'd break, you'd break, you'd break]
You'd break my heart
I've always been in love with you
[I've always been in love with you]
Guess you've always known
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye
(chorus)
Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye
Say good-bye
Disclamier I do not own YYH or Madonna's Take A Bow which inspired me to write this. Hope you enjoy.
Hiei why did you have to leave me like that. After all the times we spent together. All the times that we talked and spent in my room, we were never apart yet your leaving me. Was I blinded by what I thought of as love? Is this a punishment for all of those that I hurt in my Yoko life? I don't really know. All I do know is that you took my heart away. I walked into my house and went up to my room. The first thing I did was remove the picture that was on my bed side table. It was a picture of Hiei and me. I had to beg him to take it with me at the mall.
Flashback
"No Fox I will not do it!" Hiei yelled.
"Please Hiei I know that you don't like camera's but please for me."
"No not for all of the sweet snow in the world." He said. I took his hand and looked him in the eyes
"For me please?" I saw his facial expression change.
"Come on let's go."
Flashback Ends
You fooled me well Hiei, very well. I said to myself and started to clean the remains of his stuff out of my room. I picked up a pair of pants, a shirt a pair of socks. There was one shirt that I saw that really got too me. It was all black and made out of silk, I had a dragon stitched in the back with ruby red eyes. I gave it too Hiei for Christmas.
Flashback
It's Hiei's and my first Christmas together. I was sitting on the couch near the tree. Hiei was upstairs in bed still sleeping, I was to anxious and I couldn't wait for Hiei to come down. I started breakfast and then I felt arms around me. I snuggled closer into the embrace.
"Merry Christmas Hiei." I said
"Merry Christmas Fox." He said and kissed me on my neck. I wanted to take him right then and there, but I didn't. Instead I pulled his hand and lead him into the living room and sat him under the tree with me. Then I picked up my box.
"Hiei I know that you really don't understand Christmas, so let me explain. It's a holiday where ningens exchange gifts with the ones that they love. When I saw this..." I held up the box "An idea came to me so I did it and I hope you like it." I said and gave him the box. Hiei shook it first and then he opened it. He pulled out the shirt and his eyes got as big a saucers, and then he smiled a real smile.
"I like it, where did you get it?"
"Don't worry about it." I said and started to get up so that I could finish breakfast. That's when Hiei grabbed my hand. "What?"
"I didn't give you my present." He said, now I wasn't expecting a present from him since he didn't have any money or anything really. Then he pulled out a little black box. I accepted the box from him and looked at it. "Open it fox." I opened it and was surprised at what I saw.
"Hi...Hiei do you know what this is?"
"Yes and I'm hoping for a yes or at least a maybe from you."
"Yes of course, what did you think that I was crazy."
"No, I was just scared that you'll want me to ask offically and all..."
"It would be nice." Hiei got up and motioned for me to go over to the couch and sit down. I did so. Hiei walked over and sat next to me. He grabbed my hand and looked me deep in my eyes.
"Kurama this is hard for me say...... I love you very much fox, and all I want to do is be with you all the time. When I'm not with you I feel empty and alone. When I am near you I feel complete, like a whole person, and Fox I don't ever want to lose you. So Kurama what I'm trying to tell ask you is will you marry me? Will you make me complete? Will you want to stay with me forever?" Hiei said all of this and looked at the floor. I picked his chin up and kissed him softly on the lips.
"Yes I will marry you."
Flashback Ends
Bitch Goddamn liar. How could he propose to me and then leave me like that? How? This had to be payback for all of the shit that I did in the past. I put all of Hiei's things in a box and taped it shut. Next was the photo album. I picked it up and accidently dropped it. Photos fell everywhere. I started picking them up, until one caught my eye. Hiei and I were at the beach. I took the picture of him without his knowledge.
Flashback
Hiei had just got an ice cream cone from one of the stands on the boardwalk. He was sitting at a table taking little licks of his ice cream, or as he called it his sweet snow. I snuck up on him and took the picture. He was upset but kept eating anyway. I sat down next to him.
"Want some Fox?"
"No." I said I had to watch my figure, since I was going to wear that white tux for the wedding.
"Come on fox a lick won't hurt."
"Yes it will, because then I'll want more and more, and then I'll get fat."
"Baka fox. You will not pig out on this, besides I won't let you." Hiei said and put the cone in my face to take some.
"No!" I said moving farther away from him.
"Please fox?" Hiei said and pouted. I hated that pout, I would've said yes if he asked me to kill and did that pout. I took a lick of the ice cream, and of course Hiei smirked. "Was that so hard?"
"Yes."
Flashback Ends
I got the rest of the pictures up and threw them in the trash. I sat on my bed which smelled of Hiei. Why did you this Hiei? I loved you. Why did you take my love for granted? I started to cry and then that made me think of Hiei leaving with Mukuro. That bitch, she didn't need him. She could've picked anyone else, why my Hiei? Yet Why did he go?
Flashback
We had won and we were going back to the human world to celebrate, as we were leaving I noticed that Hiei wasn't with us.
"Come on Hiei." I said with a smile on my face.
"I'm not going Kurama." He said. I knew it was bad he never called me by my first name unless it was serious.
"Why not?"
"I'm staying. Mukuro made me an offer that I've been wanting for a long time." My face fell to this news. Our teammates had stopped what they were doing.
"What type of offer?"
"A third of the Makia and I want it."
"So your just leaving all of this behind you?" I asked my voice was shaking with anger.
"Yes. For now that is my answer."
"Fuck you Hiei I thought you cared!" I yelled "How can you fuckin do this shit to me to us?"
"Just turn and walk away Kurama it will be easier for you for us."
"What the fuck... Your just a coward." I said coldly. Then I threw my ring at him. "Keep this then, I don't want to remember you." I said and left the arena.
Flashback Ends
Well take a bow Hiei. You got your prize your piece of the Makia and my heart. I hope that you'll think of choice every night that you sleep. I hope that you'll wake up and relaize that you made a mistake. You propbaly won't though. I turned on the radio and heard 'Take A Bow' by Madonna. Yes Hiei take a bow you played your part well.
The End
Here are The lyrics to Take A Bow
Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Light are low, the curtains down
There's no one here
[There's no one here, there's no one in the crowd]
Say your lines but do you feel them
Do you mean what you say when there's no one around [no one around]
Watching you, watching me, one lonely star
[One lonely star you don't know who you are]
Chorus:
I've always been in love with you [always with you]
I guess you've always known it's true [you know it's true]
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye
Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye
Make them laugh, it comes so easy
When you get to the part
Where you're breaking my heart [breaking my heart]
Hide behind your smile, all the world loves a clown
[Just make 'em smile the whole world loves a clown]
Wish you well, I cannot stay
You deserve an award for the role that you played [role that you played]
No more masquerade, you're one lonely star
[One lonely star and you don't know who you are]
(chorus, repeat)
Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye
All the world is a stage [world is a stage]
And everyone has their part [has their part]
But how was I to know which way the story'd go
How was I to know you'd break
[You'd break, you'd break, you'd break]
You'd break my heart
I've always been in love with you
[I've always been in love with you]
Guess you've always known
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye
(chorus)
Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye
Say good-bye
