Ok. I can do this. Just breathe! I think to myself. My mind is going crazy. I'm so overwhelmed and stressed out. I don't know what to feel or think. I walk from the cafeteria, where Tobias was sitting, I head straight for my room. I just want to lay down on the bed and melt away and forget about the whole world around me. I want to die. I don't care how everyone one else feels. My brother betrayed me. My parents died. I killed Will. Christina probably hated my guts. In the cafeteria, she just glared at me. She doesn't take any actions to attack me, she just glared. Because I murdered Will. Her best friend. My best friend.

I got to the bed and lied down on it. I was wearing a bigger shirt that went down to my knees and my blue jeans with sneakers. As I was lying down, I slip the sneakers and jeans off. I pulled my shirt all the way down so that I was fully covered. I then dragged the blanket up to my chin and turned my face into the pillow and gave out a loud scream. It was concealed by the pillow. I hoped that no one heard it. I then turned my head to the side and let tears fall down my cheek. My face was facing the wall, so the back of my head was to the door.

I then heard a creaking. The door to my room was opening. No one knocked on it. The foot steps came closer to me. I could by the foot steps who it was, it was Tobias. I want him to come in bed and kiss me. But I don't feel comfortable with that because I don't have my jeans on it. it's to late. I fee him lift the blanket up and slip into the bed with me. I felt a rush of air go up my leg, through my back, all the way up to my neck making my shiver. I closed my eyes and let him embrace me in his arms. His left arm is over me. His right arm is making it's way under me. I don't care. I want to feel him touch me with his cold hands going across my warm arms. He then leans in and kisses my cheek than the side of my neck. He stops and lays his head on the pillow next to mine. I flip around and lay on my back. We're both side by side on our backs. His arm under my back and I swing my right arm over his stomach, so that we both feel secured. I could lay here forever. But I know that I can't. He's the first one to break the silence.

"I know it's hard, Tris." He says. "Finding out about Caled. I'm sorry." His voice sounds calm and soft. I like it like that. I want to sound strong.

"Life happens. He may have been persuaded into betraying me." I say. Me and Caleb were pretty close as kids. I know he wouldn't betray me for his pleasure. He knows what betrayal feels like. It's evil. Pure evil.

"Thanks, Tobias. I love you." I say. We both make eye contact. His eyes seem dark, likes their is a peace of him missing. I know that he's felt betrayed, from his mother. Perhaps he feels the same as me, and never had someone to comfort him in a time of need.

"I love you too, Tris." He replies. I smile. I kiss him lightly on the lips, we wrap our arms around each other tightly and then loosen up. We both go back on our backs. Four sits up and gets out of bed as he stands. "I need to go wash up and get some wrest." He says as he squeezes my hand and releases to walk towards the door. I nod and watch him exit the room as he quietly shuts the door behind him. My eyes shut and I drift off to sleep.


It be sometime past 2 a.m. when Christina awakens me."We have to go." I hear her say.

"Why?" I reply trying to sound calm but I know it sounded panicked coming out.

"Because, we're being attacked. Come on!" She says. I crawl out of bed and follow Christina. We go out into the hallway and meet Tobias and Peter waiting for us. I hate peter, even though he saved my life. I still hate him, because he's evil. I grab Tobias's hand, still unaware of what's going on, and follow Peter and Christina down the hall.

"What's wrong? Who's attacking us and why?" I ask. That's the last thing I remember saying and happening before the lights went out and a gas filled the room and we all fell to the ground. I fell next to Tobias,s till holding hands. I tried to look around and saw Peter and Christina a few feet ahead also sprawled out on the ground next to each other. I head foot steps close to me head and then we all blacked out.

THE END (I hope you enjoyed it read the next chapter when it's ready!)