Arashi: This is more of a poem like to thoughts Mai have after the incidents she done. I know its something different but forgot I post it in my journal on Da and reread it releasing it's a polar piece and didn't know. ^^;

Disclaimer-Don't own Yugioh or make any money off this fic. I just own this small idea that it was a poem.

Summary-Is there a way to take the pain of what has happened? Only if I was strong enough to save you as you save me many times before. Would you blame me for having the seal take you away?


Dark or light

I want to tell what's going on but I'm so afraid of what would happen. The guilt is so strong that there are days that I can't look at my self in the mirror as I remember what I done to you. You're very dear to my heart and why I done it. That answer I'm not sure on to tell you the truth.

Is there a way to take the pain of what has happened? Only if I was strong enough to save you as you save me many times before. Would you blame me for having the seal take you away?

I have darkness in my heart that will take awhile to disappear but only you are able to take away the pain and guilt that swirls around my mind. Every waking moment is a painful for me. Just seeing you are alive and well is enough for me.

I really don't deserve your forgiveness because I have darkness in my heart. I'm not the person that you thought I was. I'm sorry for causing you so much pain. It would be best if you forgot about me but knowing you, you wouldn't rest or relax until I was alright.

I regret having to face you again. In my mind I see your face as the seal took you away in the emerald light away from me. I can't follow you where it took you but I will find a way to save you even if it means my destruction.

I have darkness in my heart that only you are able to fight back and lead me to your light. I how can you forgive me when I done so much to you. I never realize how much you meant to me until I lost you to the seal. That seal is...that took you away from my arms and soul.

At first I thought that I didn't deserve your pity but that wasn't what you were trying to say. I should have read between the lines off the words that you have spoken. I should have trusted my heart and instinct about you.

You deserve better then me but since I realize my error. I'm still willing to fight for you, even if the day should come that you find someone else. I wouldn't stand the pain in my heart one bit if you do. I would go to the end of the earth or the afterlife just to save you and destroy the darkness in my heart.

It ripped me part apart as I saw you on the tablet on the wall. My heart breaking as I realize what I done. I should have been the one taken by the emerald light and not you.

I have darkness in my heart that is gone once you're in my arms again as I cry murmuring that I'm sorry. Where I'm the darkness while you're the light. We fit together like yin and yang. Yet you forgave me and comfort me that I wasn't myself at all. You explained that it was the seal's fault.

At that moment I felt the darkness in my heart fluttered away in the wind as I lay in your arms. Hoping the guilt will stay away and one day I'll be able to forgive myself. The guilt will eventually go away some day.

For the darkness in my heart is no longer there just the light of your soul as your wings wrap around me and never to let me go. For the darkness in my heart is now gone, I'm free of its clutches as for now I'm wrapped in your arms. For now I'm content to stay here by your side, don't care one bit what the world says. You're the light that destroyed the darkness in my heart.


Arashi: Hope you guys enjoy though the point of view is in Mai's but don't think its there as of yet but this is the finish product. Please read and review