Hey! I'm a new author (Yay me!) and for some reason I right really good sad stories surrounding Dipper and Mabel. Why? I honestly have no idea, but anyway I CANNOT I repeat C.A.N.N.O.T right Mabel's death! Dipper is my favorite character (Mabel ranks a close second) but I just can't right anything about Mabel getting hurt or dying.
It's been two years. Two years since you...left. Two years since I smiled and meant it. Two years since I laughed, not half heartedly but a real one. My eyes aren't the same chocolate brown as yours. They're clouded and dark. Maybe if you came back the storm would go away. Sorry to dump all this on you. I just miss you. A lot. Now I'm going to speak from the heart and let everything out. First off I want you to know I'm nothing without you. I called you a hero that makes me the sidekick, right? Tell me, whats a sidekick without a hero? Everything I do reminds me of you knitting (you used to buy me yarn), playing with Waddles (you went back in time to get him for me), everything. I can't even go out without thinking of you. All the things we did together. This summer is my first back in Gravity Falls since you died. It was too painful to come back to the place where we had so many memories fighting monsters, solving mysteries, and making friends. More importantly you died here. I know how much you loved it here so I made sure you were buried here too. Back when we were twelve you promised me forever. But I guess promises are meant to be broken, huh? Why do we even make promises we can't keep? It's not your fault, I'm not blaming you, I understand. I'm happy that before you went I got to hold your hand one last time. The words you said right before you took your last breath echo in my brain when I think about you they'll be a lullaby when it's my time too, "I don't know how much longer I can hold on so please don't leave me to get help it'll be to late just stay with me...please." I promised you I wouldn't and you grabbed my hand and squeezed it, I smiled with tears in my eyes. "Just remember no matter what happens I love you." you said. I love you I love you I love you. Three small words. Eight letters. Three syllables but yet it hurts. Those were your last words. Hearing you say them made my heart shatter I unsuccessfully choked back a sob and pulled you into a hug where I whispered that I loved you too. Then I released the hug and looked into your eyes. You cracked a small smile. It may have been only a couple seconds and small but it's the most loving smile anyone can ever show me. After the small smile you closes your eyes and took your last breath. I tried not to cry, but I couldn't hold it in I didn't know what to do so I just cried. Before that depressing day I thought my hand-knitted sweaters brought the greatest warmth, but now I know a brothers love rises above it all. For the second time goodbye. I love and miss you.
That was sooooo depressing. I just I can't. So I'm just going to y'know drown in my tears.
