I love getting these ideas.
I do not own this AMAZING series. GAH, the crying I did while watching this show!
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Hey Karma,
I know you can't hear me. And I know you can't read anything I write to you. No one can anymore. And that makes me sad. I miss everyone in Class E. I miss Ms Bitch, and Mr Karasuma, and Kayano, and you.
Though, even though no one can see me or hear me or knows I'm here, I still am. I'm still watching you guys. And even though you don't have to anymore, I always enjoy watching you guys cleaning up the building every two weeks or so.
Two years… I can't believe it's been two years. I'm lucky you guys still come back. Since I can't actually leave. I don't know what I'd do if the only person I ever saw was Koro-sensei. He's still trying to teach me things. Even when he knows I can't use them. He even lets me try to 'kill' him every now and then, even though you know why that doesn't make any sense.
And the worst part? Whenever I hear my name come up when you guys are talking. Everyone just stops smiling and stays quiet for a few minutes before someone either changes the subject or brings up the time I was forced by you guys to dress as a girl, or another of our stupid funny moments. Sometimes the time I kissed Kayano comes up. Did she always have a crush on me? Or did it just start when I kissed her?
I should have told her that I had a crush on her. I should have told her that's why I went for the kiss in the first place.
Koro-sensei still laughs about you guys and your 'class romances.' You know Karma, you and Okuda are really cute together. And Sugino and Kanzaki are a pretty cool couple. Chiba and Hayami are perfect for each other, and Ms Bitch and Mr Karasuma are slightly odd, but work well.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry that my name always drags your conversations down. I'm sorry I was stupid enough to charge at that monster and get impaled by those tentacles. I shouldn't have done that. I can't believe I got myself killed the day before I got to leave Class E. I'd wanted to become a teacher on Koro-sensei's level. A teacher who could help kids who couldn't rise above a certain point for whatever reason.
But here I am.
Trapped in the same place forever.
Hey Karma, I know you can't read this, nor can you respond to it.
But if I don't ask, I'm never gonna stop thinking about it.
What's the outside world like now?
Do people still blame Koro-sensei for everything? Do they think he killed me? Who told my parents? Do my parents blame him? I hope they don't. It wasn't his fault. It was because I was stupid and didn't want Kayano to run in and do something that would get her killed. But that's what I ended up doing, isn't it? It's kinda funny.
But you deserved better. You deserved a better best friend. One who didn't go charging into a deadly situation. One who didn't get killed. I'm the worst friend. We had just started hanging out together again. Hell, we had just gone to SPACE together in an attempt to save the giant yellow octopus who shares the E Class' former campus with me.
But that's not the point. The point is that I'm sorry. And I should have been a better friend. By that I mean I shouldn't have gotten killed.
Tell Kayano I love her. Or, I wish I could.
Sorry again.
Sincerely,
Your dead friend,
Nagisa Shiota
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