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AN: Hope you guys love this story, if you're reading my other stories and hopping i will update..i have the worst writers block at the moment. Anyway i know where this story is going and hope you guys love it...i hope? Well its an idea i got and thought ill write about it. Good luck readers. Always remember read and review ^_^

Summary: How to Love – Edward swore never to open his heart to any women, to him beautiful looks could also mean a cold heart. Never again will he love and give love. But what will happen when he misses his chance with the real thing and mistaken Bella for another cold heart?


HOW TO LOVE

PROLOGUE

How he lost his Heart.

It was through his best friend James, at the state university of Chicago that Edward was first introduced to Victoria. Edward wasn't attuned to the female population during his years at university but his first glance of Victoria had destroyed exactly that. Edward felt a pull towards her, at the time he thought that pull or force was love.

There relationship had started of with an innocent exchange of notes and tutoring. Edward offered to hold her books after every class they had. He would walk her to her dorm room. Edward would be there for her every need. It soon turned out that Edward spent most of his time giving his time to Victoria. Months passed and what consumed Edwards's head wasn't his studies, wasn't his family, wasn't his friends but it was only Victoria. He needed to do something quick, he was surely going crazy. He took every chance to touch or even brush against her, and she knew it well too.

One afternoon as he walked her to her dorm, he couldn't control himself anymore. Going against all the warnings he didn't know, he kissed her. She kissed him back dragging him into her room. That night Edward didn't just get to see her room…

Edward thought his heart would burst. Everything changed, he knew that there will be no one else for him but for his Victoria. His world consumed around her, because he gave his heart to her and only her.

His family on the other hand was worried about him. It was like he was so distant from them, never called, texted or even visits anymore. Edward gave his time only to Victoria. It was what love that tore him away from those who loved him too.

Things got rough with his family. It was one rare night Edward was home to pick up few things. What started as a lovely surprise soon changed into hurtful words being thrown at each other and a torn family. Edward had left never looking back. He swore never to come back until they would have something nice to say about Victoria because he only loved her. That night he put Victoria on his own pedestal and determined that no one would ever come between them. He would show to her how much he loved her and no one else through an eternal proposal.

Edward had it planned. He knew that she would be home and wouldn't be expecting him in a couple of hours. He felt like his life was complete, driving faster to that complete life of his waiting at home he tightly secured the ring in his hands. Placing it into his back pocket he made his way through the door. Edward grunted at James familiar boots at the doorstep. His plans to propose would have to change since his best friend James seemed to be over their place regularly. Shaking his head Edward saw no sign of them both. They seemed not to respond to his call. Shrugging he herd a crash from upstairs. Laughing at what silly game his best friend and love were playing on him, quickly made hi way upstairs. But it wasn't a game, and it wasn't something crashing. They didn't even see him at the door. It was that moment that he felt his heart freeze. On looking towards his best friend and love in their bed, together. Edward felt nothing but a rush of fire burning through his throat to his lungs. Before James knew what came on to him Edward had his fist in his face. Going at a pace that Victoria and James didn't know Edward pulled back and punched his best friend again and again. Victoria's screams didn't do Justice; all Edward knew was that his heart had been ripped out and wounded. He stopped as he felt Victoria screaming and pulling him away, disgusted with her touch pushed her away. A groaning James lay on the floor naked and bloody. It took all his might to turn away, without a heart inside him. It was from that day on that Edward Cullen swore never to love like that again.


RRR - Remember read and review! i know its a cold heart edward...i find it kind of sexy in a corrupt kind of way.

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