A/N Okay so note that this has absolutely nothing to do with just about anything, other than me. I just need to write and I figured I'd post it here. I mean none of the people who read this know who I am so it doesn't matter what I write right? I'll use characters from PJO but they'll be in one shot form for whenever I feel down or something. Just as a way out of sadness or whatever the fuck I'm feeling...
He heard it so many times.
Three simple words.
I love you.
Those three simple words that brought so much good feeling to his heart.
Or at least it used to.
Now it brings a bitter taste to his mouth and agonizing thoughts of when he has the unfortunate pleasure of hearing it.
He hated hearing those words.
He'd do anything to just erase them from existence.
But the gods were cruel.
They make him suffer with fake compassion, coming from those he had given his life for.
Now he loves no one.
He is alone and unwanted.
He is no longer effected by the misery that surrounds him.
Those around him will never know of the thoughts that swim around his mind, like sharks, attacking all hope that may surface from the depths of his sub conscious.
Death is his worst enemy yet his best friend.
Always out of reach but always right there.
So easily attainable yet so hard to grasp.
As was said before, the gods are cruel.
They let those around them suffer in the pain of fake love and happiness.
However, there are the ones who see how the world really is, but they do nothing to aid the ignorant in their struggle to understand.
They do nothing but watch as they ones that love them turn from strong loving beings, to frail tormented souls of the men and women they once were.
All because they saw the world for as she is.
The gods are crude.
The world is cruel.
The ones who see this... suffer for eternity till deaths fair hand takes them away from their torment to a land beyond pain.
To their Elysium.
When shall I attain this pleasure and be set free?
Will it ever happen?
Or is it yet another fairytale made by those who enjoy the pain all around them
Only time shall tell.
