Ok, so I have decided to write an Instant Star fan fiction. This is set three years after season three finale. Jude never went to Thailand with Tommy. She hasn't seen him since then.

So, tomorrow is the big day. Wait, what am I saying? Tomorrow is huge. Enormous. Why you might ask? Well, tomorrow my lovely sister, Sadie, is getting married to her longtime boyfriend, who is also one of my closest friends, Kwest. I'm really happy for them.

Today is their rehearsal dinner. We are all sitting at the restaurant. Even my mother is here. With Don, but nonetheless she's here. I can't help but wonder if it was me getting married and not Sadie would she come also.

Everyone is talking about how exciting tomorrow will be. I, on the other hand, am lost in my own thoughts. There's about fifty guests sitting at the table. There are people here that I haven't spoken to in a long time. I look over to where Darius is sitting with Portia. After G-Major has closed down temporarily, they never reopened. I move my gaze to Jamie. He used to be my best friend once upon a time. That friendship ended three years ago.

As if on instinct I search for his face among the guests but I realize he's not here. What I notice though is two empty seats. How rude of somebody to just not show up at someone's rehearsal dinner.

I notice that Sadie is busy having a conversation with my mother, so I take this opportunity to process the last three years in my head. It's not like this is the first time I do this either.

Well, let's see. Three years ago I was eighteen. Now I'm twenty-one. The big 2-1. I still feel the same way as I did when I was sixteen. But I guess that doesn't matter. Well, three years ago is when I stopped talking to Jamie. Three years ago is when I thought my career has ended. Three years ago was when I was a second too late.

Unlike me, the people around me have had happy three years. Sadie and Kwest for instance. Ever since she got back with Kwest they have been really happy. Once they got engaged, I moved out of our childhood home, leaving it all for them. I know I'm gonna see my nephews and nieces running around that place soon.

Spied is still married to Karma. Which is fairly surprising. Karma and I are still at each other's throats at times, but we tolerate each other for Spied's sake. He has become one of my closest friends.

I renovated the farm house with my dad's house and created a studio in there. That's where I record my music nowadays. SME comes in and records their stuff too. I can say I became a pretty good producer. Kwest helps us out too. Although he doesn't have that much time. Once G-Major closed, he started working for Epic Records. He even tried to sign me on to their label. I didn't cause it didn't feel right going to another label without him. So I opened my own studio where I am my own producer. It's not like I have put out record selling records. But I did put out my third album. I live off of my royalties now. I do get to make new music here and there, but it hasn't been the same since he left.

Tommy left three years ago just like he said he would. I missed my chance and I haven't seen him since. I never thought I would miss him this much.

Kwest's cell knocks me out of my trance. I see him picking it up and slowly getting up from his chair.

"Great, you guys are here already? I'll be right there." With that he looks at Sadie and leaves the private room.

No more than five minutes later he's back talking to somebody behind him. I'm curious as to see who came in. Once Kwest enters the private room I see the face of the person behind him.

"Tommy. It's so great to see you." I see Sadie walking towards them. The room seems to go quiet as if to see what my reaction would be. I see all of them making way to the empty seats. I take that as my cue to leave. I slowly get up grab my purse and excuse myself.

That's all for Chapter 1. Don't forget to review. Thank you.