Hello my readers; here I am again with another story. This one is based on the self harm and suicidal tendencies and anorexia that younger children, teens and young adults are sometimes struggling with or pressured into by the internet. See it as a warning or a reminder that you are never alone and every life is precious! After the big success of Mlsjoml I'm trying out another story idea. Mlsjoml will certainly continue don't worry. To try out something new this story will have max in the lead since he (hardly) ever is Chapter one

Maxwell was crying again; once again he was balling his eyes out, as he liked to call it. He hated to cry; it made him weak and he had learned the hard way that people pray on the weak. They bully them and put them down.

On a day like today Maxwell would go on the internet on search for video's on YouTube. Video's about people with a low self-image just like him; when he would look for these video's he would always find (slightly) disturbing things like: video's about people who hurt themselves by; cutting, starving themselves or having thoughts of suicide of just not being alive anymore. After a while these things didn't disturb him anymore, no; they started to appeal to him.

Until one day… ***

*** One day he came home from school and he picked up his dad's razor blade and before he knew what he was doing, he had made a tin red line on his arm that was oozing blood. He started to make another cut and another and another one. This until he had four lines on his arm with sharp edges; by now the blood was leaking all over his arm and it had soaked the sleeve of his shirt.

He cursed silently and picked up a clean white towel from the cabinet under the sink and he held it against his wrist. The shirt he had to throw away it couldn't be helped, but for now he decided to hide it in the drawer in his desk were he kept his journal, after all that drawer could be locked with the key that he always wore around his neck.

But, he didn't stop there, Max decided that he was too heavy as well; so besides the cutting that became a regular thing from then on- he also decided to starve himself.

Here he followed the example of the YouTube video's that led him to the pro-Ana sites…. ***

*** And that's when it all started to get very very dangerous for Maxwell…

I'm sorry for the heavy topic u guys, but I want to raise awareness and I wanted to write this story for a while. I hope you guys follow, favourite and review and follow this one just a loyal as MLSLOML…

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