Another oneshot requested by my friend. Enjoy~

Patricia stared at her refection. What did she see? Oh, that's right. A fat, ugly, bitch who should go die in a hole. She had never been good enough. She did her best, and it was never enough. Maybe that's why her parents dropped her off at boarding school when she was 11. Maybe that's why she acquired a bad-girl reputation, and boys were afraid to even talk to her. Maybe, just maybe, it's why Eddie dumped her for KT.

She sighed. Why did she even bother? It's no use, she thought to herself. She would never be good enough for Eddie, no matter how hard she tried.

Patricia…I'm sorry, but I think I have feelings for someone else. His words stabbed her like knives. From that moment on, she knew that she wouldn't ever love someone as much as she loved him. She needed him. Life sucked. Eddie always added a little fun to it. But that was gone now.

She was trying, trying so hard, to make herself perfect. She stopped eating. And when anyone forced her to eat, it came right back up. She was doing everything she could, and Eddie didn't even notice. Fabian had, though. He was worried about her. But Patricia didn't really care what he thought. All she wanted was Eddie's opinion.

She wasn't okay. She was a complete mess, spiraling out of control. And Eddie was the only one who could fix her. The only one who could get through to her. She needed him. She loved him.

Eddie and KT were on a date, up in the attic.

"Hey, you notice how weird Patricia's been acting?" KT wondered.

"Yeah…she does seem to be acting pretty strange these days…" Eddie agreed. Patricia wasn't okay. That was clear to him. But, he didn't know whether he loved her, or KT, or anything anymore. Honestly, he just wanted to figure out what he really wanted, so he could stop breaking hearts.

KT kissed his cheek. "Love you, Eddie." He sighed in response. He couldn't bring himself to say he loved her, back, because he didn't.

Patricia kneeling in front of the toilet, sticking two fingers up her throat, gagging herself. She waited longer and longer, until she felt the bile rising up her throat. She let go, and began retching. All the food from the past few days ended up in the toilet. She coughed, making sure she was done, and stood up. Flushing to toilet, she pulled a mint from her purse and popped it into her mouth.

"I'm sorry, Eddie. I love you," she whispered, unlocking the stall door and exiting the bathroom. Immediately she found herself face to face with Fabian.

"Patricia….are you okay? You haven't been yourself for the past week or so…" Fabian looked pretty concerned.

"I'm fine, Fabian. Nothing to worry about. Go back to solving some puzzle," Patricia told him, shoving past so he wouldn't see her tears. She ran all the way to Anubis House, and straight into the bedroom she shared with Mara. She knew Mara wouldn't be there until late, she had the room to herself.

Patricia let herself break down. She cried like she had never cried before.

"Eddie…" she choked. "Please…I need you…" She coughed a few times, pulling her covers over her head. She wished Eddie could see how broken she was without him.

Eddie knew there was something wrong. Patricia wasn't okay. There was something wrong. She wasn't herself, and he'd noticed that she didn't eat much anymore. She wasn't cracking jokes, and she never laughed. She wasn't Patricia.

"Eddie? Ready to go?" KT smiled at him from upstairs, purse in hand.

Crap. He'd forgotten about their date. Just then, Patricia flew past him, running for the stairs. The quick glance he caught of her face told Eddie that she was dangerously close to tears.

"Ugh, KT, can we do it some other time?" He hoped she'd understand. Patricia needed him.

"It's Patricia, isn't it? Again! Why do you care so much about her? News flash, you're dating me, not her!"

"Oh? News flash, I'm breaking up with you. Leave me alone." And with that, he headed for the stairs.

Patricia kneeled in front of the toilet once again. She needed to throw up. She needed to get rid of the fat.

Eddie raced up the stairs, hearing noises from the bathroom. He opened the door, and gasped at what he saw. Patricia, forcing herself to throw up.

"Yacker!" He cried, rushing over.

"Go away, go on your damn date," she hissed at him, venom in her voice.

"No," Eddie replied, wrapping his arms around her waist, and pulled her away from the toilet.

"Eddie! Stop it! Let go of me!" Patricia kicked and pushed against him, but Eddie didn't mind. He wrapped his arms around her small body, so she couldn't escape.

"Yacker, calm down. I've got you, it's okay. Shhhh," Eddie cooed, hoping that would quiet Patricia's shuddering sobs.

Patricia had completely broken, now. She sobbed into Eddie's chest, all the emotion pouring out like a waterfall. It hurt so much, though she was happy. She was in Eddie's arms again.

"Oh Yacker…you're so thin…what have you done?" Eddie whispered.

"I don't eat, Eddie. And when I do, I make myself throw up," Patricia replied in a monotone.

"Why, Patricia? Why would you do this to yourself?"

"You." That one word was the key to everything.

"Me…?"

"Yeah, you. When you dumped me for KT, I felt like I wasn't good enough for you. So, I decided to change myself, to make you notice me. And that didn't work. But I can't stop now. This'll kill me, and I'll be happy about it."

Eddie stared at her, open-mouthed. "Yacker…I am so sorry…" Patricia hung her head, and buried it back into his chest, not wanting to answer. "I don't love KT. I love you. You're my whole world, Yacker."

"I love you, too," Patricia murmured. "But, I'm done with life. It hurts, Eddie. I can't do this anymore."

"Yacker…" Eddie replied. "Please don't…you can't leave me, babygirl. I love you too much."

"Then you should've thought of that before you became an asshole," Patricia whispered.

So? Opinions? I think it came out pretty good. Review~ Love you all~

XO ~Neha