Part 1

Shattered Reality

Lily.

I don't know how to start... why did I did it? In just one day my life became a horrific mess... as I sit here at the ICU of L.A. Medical center glaring at the unmoving form of my best friend, I just wish... I just wish I was her... that the name on that chart wasn't Miley Stewart but Lilian Truscott... I'm 17 years old... why was I so stupid!!! guess I'll have to explain to you all what happened and why is my best friend fighting for her life... you have to make it Miley... please... it all started four hours ago... I was supposed to meet Miley so we could go to WGNLA for an interview... I forgot that she was going to get her nails done and then to a radio station so I got to her home very early... I opened the door and there he was... Robbie Ray Stewart... he's 40... why in the world did I saw him like that... it wasn't the first time... maybe... because he's not like the boys at school, he's a grown up man, mature, experienced... he got me out of my mind.

-Hey Lily!!! Miles won't be back in a while, want some lunch? I'm making fish -he told me

-Yeah sure, thank you.

Robbie.

Its weird... why do I see her like that? She's just one year older than my own daughter, yet, her smile is so beautiful, her personality so bubbly... maybe that's what I was expecting from Heather... maybe... that was the problem all along... I wanted to date Lily from the start on... just look at her... she doesn't look like a girl, the way she dresses and the way she uses her makeup... she looks even older...

Lily.

His cooking is amazing... it's not fair, I'm 17... and he gives me soda while he has wine?

-Mr. Stewart..

-Why don't you just call me Robbie for once? -he replied

He smiled... I'm probably blushing...

-I... was... wondering... can... I have... some wine?

He glares at me... he's going to be mad...

-I...I'm sorry... I shouldn't...

-It's all right, you're old enough I think

I saw him place the glass before me, the taste was soft and refreshing, I felt as if I was on a date with him... I asked him for another glass... what could possibly happen? Now... I wonder... why did I asked for that in the first place... after the third glass I started to feel weird...

-I... I'll go wait for Miley upstairs... thank you for the lunch Mr. St... Robbie...

Yeah right... as soon as I got up everything started to spin... he tried to help me up but I guess he had some wine in him too so we both ended in the carpet laughing... I could smell his cologne... feeling him so close was so special... I just leaned and kissed him... he just remained quiet and glared at me... I felt so ashamed that I felt tears running down my face.

-I'm sorry... I shouldn't... its... its.. just... just... that.. I... love you... and... I'm... I'm so stupid...

He cleaned the tears with his hand.

-Lilian you're more mature than many girls your age... and you're very special to me

-Like a daughter I know an

But I couldn't finish... he pressed his lips against mine... all I remember is that he carried me upstairs in his arms... he didn't hurt me... he made me feel whole... special... loved... he did everything so carefully... then I just snuggled on his chest... it was the beginning of the end...

-Daddy, I'm home, is Lily here? Daddy? Jackson? Lily? Sweet Nibblets I will never forgive him if he brought a date here...

Guess the first thing Miley saw was my purse on the couch... then the empty bottle of wine and the dishes... she proceeded upstairs... since I was not in her room she went to the opposite door, my heart rips apart every time I figure the way she felt... my clothes and her dad's on the floor, the both of us snuggled in bed... I woke up when I felt the cold air enter the room...

-Miley...

-No... you didn't...

I could see the tears running down her face...

-Miley wait... I....

But she was trembling... in shock...

-...not with Daddy...

Robbie.

What did I do... why couldn't I control myself? Now I'm here in bed with my daughter's best friend and Miley is standing there... glaring at us and crying...

-Bud... listen -I said getting close to her

-DON'T TOUCH ME!!! HOW COULD YOU!!??? HOW COULD YOU!!!!

Lily.

Jackson got out of his room when he heard the commotion, I think he guessed his Dad had a date... what he didn't expect was with whom...

-Miley what's going on, it's just a... oh God... Lily?

Jackson fell to the ground when Miley pushed him aside, she ran out crying... she lost it completely... I heard the door open then... then... I was frozen in terror when I heard screeching tires... Jackson got up and ran... I prayed that nothing had happen...

-OH GOD!!! MILEY!!! MILEY!!! -he yelled from the porch.

Robbie just put some pants on and ran out... I got dressed as fast as I could... then... I just saw it... Miley was laying down on the street just a few meters away from a blue sedan... there was a guy kneeling beside Jackson, Miley and Robbie saying time and time again the same thing...

-I didn't saw her... she ran out so fast... I'm sorry...

I just fell on my knees crying... I didn't had the guts to get close to her... I remained there, crying and trying to understand... I didn't even heard the ambulance arrived, I just remember having two arms hugging me... it was Robbie Ray, he picked me up from the floor and took me to the hospital... and here's where I am now... holding Miley's hand, even though I know that when she wakes up she's going to hate me... and it's my fault... all my fault...

It's been three days now... Miley was taken to surgery yesterday... she was stable enough for them to place the plate that will be on her left leg and keep the three pieces in which was broken in place... Jackson came here today... he took me to the cafeteria and made sure I ate a sandwich and had some milk... I'm surprised he doesn't hate me... he said that he's not asking questions about what happened... he just wants Miley to be fine... needless to say I have been sleeping here at the hospital... Oliver brought me some homework... I don't get it with him either... he didn't blame me when I told him the truth... it's 2am and I'm still unable to get to sleep... I see Miley moving in her bed... that's something new... she has been peaceful... I got up... but I couldn't move a finger... she's waking up...

-oww... my whole body hurts... where am I....

Trembling I turned the lamp on the nigh table on... she had to cover her eyes until they adapted to the light.

-H... Hi... do you know where we are?

-In... in the hospital... you got hit by a car....

-oh... guess I got hit pretty hard huh? I have a broken leg I can see that... what else do I have?

Something wasn't right... she seemed different... absent...

-I... don't know...

-Well... what's your name?

What? Why was she asking for my name? What was going on?

-I... I'm Lily...

-Nice to meet you Lily, I'm... I'm...

Tears began to run down her face and her calmed look turned into one filled with fear and anger.

-Why can't I remember my name? What's going on? Lily please tell me what's going on!!!

Lily feel down her knees, all she could do was sob uncontrollably...

-Please... no... Miley...

To be continued...