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I heard him screech my name into the virgin sky.
"Ilse! Ilse!"
I didn't answer him. Why should I have? I had just given him a once in a lifetime opportunity. I wanted to give myself to him. I wanted him to have me.
But…
He didn't want me
He was too busy with his schoolwork.
He thought he was better then me
He has changed
The Moritz Stiefel I knew would have loved to try new things; he would have wanted to experiment. Hardly as rebellious as Melchior, but still, he had a wild side to him. But when I saw him tonight he seemed different and changed.
"Walk with me" I said, and all he would say was:
"I can't", "I wish I could", "I have to go home".
So I will teach that incredibly immature child a lesson, I will not answer his calls no matter how frantic his voice gets, he can handle his own. He doesn't need me there, he'll get over himself. He'll live! I will not go running back to him as he chants my name. "Ilse! Ilse!"
I am not obligated to answer.
So I won't.
But I must say it is hard to go on. I have had a foolish child crush on him for quite some time. But, it's just a silly little crush, and that time has come and passed. He didn't care, so I don't either.
I must admit though, I am a little bothered about how dismissive he was. Maybe something is wrong with him.
Maybe…
I should go back
I need to check on him
I have to just get my mind off of him.
I just need to go back home, and forget this
No. I love him too much; I can't just let our relationship end like this. I need to show him how much I need him—how much he needs me—we need.
But it is getting late, and looking out I can see it's no longer dusk, but rather dark deadly night. And the only thing I can see are the first two stars of the night. I'll just go home…
But…
I pause
I hear the noise
