Some stories start off with a kiss while some stories end with one, but I learnt and realize that it only happens in fairy tales and not in real life. There are times where you are going to meet someone who will totally break your heart without even knowing it and you have to try and forget about them no matter how much the pain hurts. You have to forget it and just try to move on. My life hasn't been easy and it will never be. I'm trying to reach my dream of being a famous writer and I have a mother who isn't mentally stable and who hates me now since I sent her back to the hospital. I'm 19 years of age and I go to the Salanger School of performing arts that is in London. I'm currently in my second year along with my friends Kate and Joe who made it to the second year as well. It's amazing as I'm learning new skills everyday but it feels like something is missing and I know what that is. Owen is missing. He use to be a friend of ours, note on the "use to be". We haven't had any contact with him ever since he was kicked out in the first year and left near Christmas time without saying goodbye to all of us. I miss him, I miss him a lot. There isn't a day when I don't think about him. I really wish he was still in contact with us and Kate and Joe wish that as well but I guess we'll never see or hear from him again. I just hope where ever he is that he is safe and staying out of trouble. I just hope he is fine and some part of me always hopes that one day he will reply to my texts but I guess that will never happen. Hi, my name is Lila and my life is completely screwed up.


Sorry for the short chapter but the chapters will get longer and this is just Introducing Lila :)