-1Memories Haunt My Night And Day-Chapter 1- Won't Let

Gwen sleeps with Owen then feels so guilty about it she retcons away the night. Then she finds out she's pregnant and the memories rush back. Gwen/Owen.

Chapter 1- Won't Let

Gwen leaned up kissing Owen heatedly.

He returned the gesture and their tongues duelled for dominance.

Owen rolled her over, laying on top of her and pinning her to the bed.

He leaned down and bite gently on her earlobe.

"Yield?", he breathed in her ear.

"Never", she smiled defiantly at him.

She flipped him easily, thanks to years of training in the police force, and straddled his waist.

She grinned down at him.

"Yield?", she asked tauntingly.

"No way", he smirked at her.

She leaned down and kissed him passionately. After a few moments he pulled away gasping for air.

"Not yet?", she asked innocently.

"Try your worst", he grinned.

Gwen placed open mouth kisses down Owen bare chest and heading south.

As she reached her destination she heard Owen moan and felt his body shudder at her touch.

"Now?", she asked eye brows raised.

"Do whatever you want", he gasped while trying to stop the world from spinning.

Gwen smiled and did what she was told.

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A little while later Gwen stood at Owen's bedroom window, looking critically down over the city.

Owen was in the bathroom so Gwen was left by herself in the big empty bedroom.

Without realising it Gwen began to talk to herself about her life. Things she'd never told anyone.

"I had a good job before this.", she began, "I thought in a year or two, perhaps a baby- I know Rhys would be a good dad- and I could try for Desk Sergeant and,", she sighed heavily, realising she was rambling, "Well, it was all slotting into place. And then I met you lot"

Gwen stared out at the city and fear came upon her as she realised something, "All these things, all these things, they're changing me, changing how I see the world", her voice shook as tears built up in her eyes, "and I can't share them with anyone".

Gwen jumped slightly as she felt someone come up behind her. He nerves were soon settled when she heard Owen's easy voice.

"You can now".

He wrapped his arms around her and she leaned back into his embrace. Owen closed his eyes slightly, overcome with joy the she accepted him.

Gwen tipped her head back and he gently kissed her neck. Gwen turned and laced her arms around his neck, kissing him passionately.

After a few moments Gwen pushed Owen away.

"Don't", she whispered haggardly.

He stared at her confused, "What?"

"We can't do this", Gwen wrapped her arms around herself.

"Ah, Gwen", Owen raised his eye brow, "Quick recap. We've already done it".

He reached out for her but she stepped away.

"It's not fair", she shook her head, "I love Rhys".

"But he's too familiar", Owen finished.

"No!", Gwen snapped, eyes flashing, "He's not".

She quickly walked around the room, grabbing her pieces of clothing.

"I have to go", she said quietly.

"Gwen-", Owen tried to touch her again but she recoiled.

"This can't happen again", she told him, "Promise me, Owen. This can't happen again".

Owen shrugged, "When two people have sex if it's amazing they are going to do it again. And we were definitely amazing".

"No", Gwen shook her head, "I won't let it happen again. I love Rhys".

"You can't stop it from happening again", Owen told her, advancing on her, "Just the thought of what happened tonight are gonna send you running for my arms and my bed".

Gwen glared at him and stepped away, "It won't".

"Oh but it will", Owen grinned at her smugly, "The memories will haunt you day and night and you won't be able to help it".

"The I won't let myself remember", Gwen glared at him.

He snorted, "How?"

Gwen raised and eye brow, "I work for Torchwood".

She left without a second glance, leaving Owen befuddled and confused.

He went back to bed, unaware of what Gwen was about to do.

It wasn't until morning that he realized what Gwen was talking about and by then he was too late.

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