A girl who will forgive you for u have done to her,
a girl who you keep destroying. A girl who has many to save her but also many to kill her.
Deep down where you can't see until she shows out of frustration a side so sad and angry she not that person you love.
She hides who she is because she doesn't want to hurt anyone shame she holds because of all the lies she forced to show,
such a lie that even she thinks it true.
Her wombs that are marked on her body not to show off or for pitty but to remind her of herself.
The fear she holds, the anger she hides, the sadness she mask with happiness all push her to her surface at one moment. She begin to fall to her knees with all her pain on her shoulders she begs for confort. Confort that can only come from a true love of friendship, family or lover. A simple hug from this person mean the world to her that one hug that proves to her u will always be there to protect never offened or jugde.
A hug that can never disapper or be forgotten, a hug that is full if warmth, streaght, and meaning that all she wants. Some have given it to her, bt somehow they lost their touch and she is fouced to feel weak and insure.
Not even sleeping can untwin her bodys pressure, she holds it in and will never show why does she put all this negativity upon herself? Is it because she fear that the slights mistake that everyone will begin to judge her once again. She knows she has friends that will always be there in her time of need. That is great and she is truly greatfull for all her protectors but even she understand they can protect her forever. She understand she must grow up and defend herself, but how do you defends something that is already weaken by her past. A past not pitch black but is without light or life,
a little 10 years old at the most is sitting in the corner crying, but why? She repeats the phrase "Something missing, something wrong, what broken, what wrong with me?"
many have tried to help but she to weak the tiniest movement of her body cause a collapes in the envoriment like her body is what controls the landscape, it very unusual and dangerous not even she understands.
She traped and even she knows it!
-NAOMY GOMEZ-
