Joy P.O.V
I can't do this anymore. Nina. Fabian. They're obviously in love. I need closure. I need someone to love me. No one likes me. I've been replaced.
I remember how Fabes and I used to hang out after school and eat and joke and laugh. Now it's Nina who does all that with him.
Not me.
We used to hang out with Patricia and talk and have fun. But now, it's Nina who does that.
Not me.
We made up little clubs and groups with the other Anubis members. But now, Nina does that with him.
Not me.
But if I could, I'd go up to Nina and ask her how it feels. How to feels to be so happy. How it feels to be me. I like Nina, but she's taken everything that was mine. At least she's happy. I wish I was too. But no.
Not me.
I need to go back to normal. I want everything back. Everything's so wrong. But I won't give up. I'm not going to end my life. I'll be strong. I'm not going down. No.
Not me.
(A/N This is just a one-shot of how Joy feels before the finale. First FanFict so go easy on me! revieww! :D)
