Disclaimer: I do not own Vampire Knight or any of its characters
Author's notes: This is Shizuka's POV. I hope you will like it
He had a faint smell. I watched him feel as if he was disappearing. He had always thought that I saved him, but he was wrong. I was the one saved by him.
He was a silly boy with silly experiences. He enchanted me with simple words and simple kindness. But, his gaze was not simple. He had the most complicated minds. He was not easy to read. He was generally a... mystery. His alluring eyes had always frightened me, but deep inside my heart, a feeling grew.
Death finally came and I watched him cry. I suddenly remembered memories of my past with him. He was such a lonely child who asked, "Why won't you drink my blood?" And for years I have kept the answer. I touched his cheek, trying to absorb his heat. I wouldn't take his blood because it would only hurt us both. I did not want him to experience such and I didn't want to experience it again. I was selfish, taking his brother's blood even though I knew I wanted his.
I gazed at him and felt his love for me pouring, towering over me. "Do you love me?" I simply asked. I knew from the very beginning what his answer might be, but I always wanted to hear it come out of his mouth. Just staring at him like this made my heart jump. He grew up so beautifully and a beautiful creature like him can never be together with a foul beast like me. But he had always told me he would never leave me.
"Lady Shizuka..." he whispered.
My heart jumped. I had no right to tell him. I was a monster and I was dying. I did not want to leave a scar on his vulnerable heart. "Do you love me?" even though I knew the answer, my selfish desires just wanted to hear it all. I wanted to apologize. I twisted his mind with my riddles. "Do you love me?" I asked once more.
Those eyes of him had always scared me at the same time saved me. Ichiru grew up and I, an ugly beast, fell in love with this beautiful creature.
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really short and stupid i think
