Hello Again! I have not given up on my other stories. This one just came to me and I wanted to write it. Sorry the first chapter is so short, I thought it was a good place to end this chapter.

Warning: Shonen ai (two dudes), AU, and, to be safe, OOCness.

Disclaimer: I do not own the anime/manga Naruto or associated characters.


"Naruto!" He barks at me, and I wriggle farther into the crowd. I don't wanna leave now, Sasu... Still, he catches me, strong arms tugging me to a strong body. Muscules move effortless under his thin shirt. "Come on, idiot. School starts tomorrow." Punching on his chest, I scream about how other people's lovers don't treat them this way. I carry this on for half a block before he rips me away from him. "Fine! Go get a different lover, then! I can't stand being told I'm a bad person because I actually care!" He storms off, leaving me alone and shocked.

Finally, my brain registers what happened, and I chase after him. Chase him right to Sakura's front door, which is open. Peeking in, she's on his lap, and he's smirking.

"I finally got fuckin sick of him." Sakura kisses him, happy that she's got him. She's just some dumb cheerleading brat. When we got together, he said he'd never date her because she's stupider than I am. Seeing this, I feel a knife slice in, turn, and attempt to go farther.

I dash down the stairs, tripping down the last three and falling flat on my face. Blood trickles down, and I hear Sasuke ask "What was that?", but I keep running. Tears from a pain that began inside of me flood out. Entering the empty house causes them to run faster.

After a while...they stop, the tears just stop. I decide to take a shower, but only sit there, burning hot water pouring onto my back. It's too hot, but for some reason, tonight, I like it. When hot turns to cold, I turn off the water, wrap a towel around my waist, and hunt down some matches I bought when there was a bad storm. Using them, I heat up the a fork which I set onto my wrist. Hissing at the pain, grinning at the relief. It's cloud nine here. Sasuke and Sakura can't touch me here. No one can.

With happy thoughts floating through my head, I collapse onto my bed. No one has to know about this. Flicking out the lights, drowsiness fills me to the brim.