Maybe I should stay. Maybe I should go. This chase is getting to far. One day she's their, the other she's there. It's getting to hard. But mark my word when I started dating her I promised forever and always. Now look at me. Keeping my promise. I love her, she's my life. But I also fucking hate her. Brittany Miller is my girlfriend's name. But I don't even know if we're on right now.. I love her. But I guess that's why I'm doing this… I stood up from my chair and slipped out of bed. I walked downstairs to the door and opened it. I quickly walked to the Miller's house and opened the back door that lead to the kitchen. I saw the Miller's fridge which was used by Eleanor most. I let that thought slip out of my head as I started writing the note.

Dear Brittany,

I don't know if we're together right now, or broken up. But I want you to know that I love you and that I never slept with Charlene. The only girl I've ever slept with was you. I love you, I love everything about you. You're auburn hair, your shiny baby blue eyes, and your gentle body. I love you. I love how you always smell good, and dress nice (Even if you do take a long time getting dressed) And I could go on forever but my hands starting to hurt… I also hate many things about you Brittany, I hate how jealous you get, and how fussy you get. Sometimes I fucking hate you and you fucking hate me. But theirs nothing wrong with are love/hate relationship. I think hating you is what makes me love you more. I love you Brittany Miller. You are my life and soul, but you can't get jealous of every single girl I lay my eyes on. Charlene's okay, okay? She's not hot like you. So why did you get jealous? Because I used to date her? Wait no date doesn't even describe what we had. We had a fling! It meant nothing to me. We've been together for 4 years and you're still scared that I'll leave you? Come on Brittany! I thought you where brighter than that. I'm leaving to a world tour in 1 month and you don't want to even say hi to me. How do you expect are relationship to stay strong? I would like to remind you of when I caught you flirting with other guys. And I didn't stop speaking to you. I wasn't even flirting with Charlene I was just looking at her. Look Brittany I'm tired or chasing you… Maybe it's time for you to chase me…

Love,

Alvin


Okay I know this was really short but there will be more chapters! Next chapter is Simon to Jeanette! Please Review! I promise next chapter's going to be way longer:) PLEASE REVIEW!:)