Author's Note: OK! I will update a new version of Please Don't Save Me since it got deleted, it's gonna be a little diffrent from the original but hopefully just as good.:) Please review.:)

Disclaimer: I obviously do not own ONE TREE HILL or Lucas and Brooke would be together.

BPOV:

The lights were blinding, the music was deafening, and all of my senses were heightened. I was on the table, my- well I'm not sure what we are to each other, friends? party buddies? enemies?- Rachel Gatina was dancing next to me, trying to drown her pain about Cooper the same way I was. I looked down and saw all the looks the guys were giving me, lust, awe, and want. If only they knew what kind of damage they would be getting with me. I looked down at the looks the girls were giving me, disgust, jealousy, and some who have the right idea, pity. But I didn't need it, and I definitely didn't want it. I'm Brooke Penelope Davis. I do not love, and I do not care. I'm rich, popular, and gorgeous. Perfect life. My brown, chocolate locks were every hair expert's dream, my green eyes demanded attention, my dimpled smile was famous, and my body was legendary. At least, according to everyone in Tree Hill. But according to them, I didn't care about what happened with Lu- him and my best friend Peyton. According to them, I had the perfect childhood. And according to them, I only partied to do something. I was not happy and I was not perfect. I was torn apart by people I loved and those who didn't tear me apart didn't notice. They don't know and if they did, they wouldn't care. It's funny, he"s the jerk-off who can't seem to keep it in his pants and save his girlfriend, and she's the backstabbing two-faced bitch who stole and tried to steal my boyfriend and I get a fucked up life instead of them. Things aren't perfect.

Haley, we became close, but she always saw Lucas and Peyton ending up together. She never understood me and Lucas together. To her we didn't make sense. Hales has always been nice to me, but even when Lucas and Peyton snuck around behind my back Junior year, she black-listed ME, when I was the one who got heartbroken. She doesn't understand me because her parents loved her, she didn't have many friends but they were all true friends, and Tutor-girl had her music, something all her own.

Nathan, me and him have always been close. We're both always in the same position. Our parents, were never parents. Our friends, were never real friends. We both also feel so inadequate and not enough for the people we love. We both got our hearts broken by them, and were so scared to let them in the second time. But Nathan, he got his happy ending, I was the one that got burned.

Mouth, he's always been a great guy. So sweet and so smart. He's like a brother to me, but he doesn't understand. He has no problem about letting someone in, because he sees the good in everyone. Even me and Rachel. We both agree he deserves a girl uncomplicated, someone happy and not needing to be drunk almost every night. He deserves the perfect girl, because he is probably the nicest guy I have ever met.

Rachel, we're both complicated. Her parents never loved her, just like mine. Cooper left her and it broke her heart. Something a lot of people didn't realize was there. She helped me. She held me while I cried over Lucas, and supported me through the Peyton betrayal. I trust her and she's probably my best friend right now. If anyone was an exact twin of me, emotionally, it'd be her. Besides the whole used to be fat thing.

My parents, the two people programmed to love. But instead of wanting to be there for me, they threw cash and credit cards at me. They weren't there whenever I won my cheer competitions, or when I started my designs. They were never there for me. My mom wasn't there to comfort me when Lucas broke my heart and tell me what to do about Peyton. My dad wasn't there chasing Luke down with a shoot-gun or a baseball bat. Instead, they were both off in California, both having affairs with one of the staff members.

Peyton, she was supposed to be my friend, my best friend, my sister. Instead, she tells me she's in love with Lucas. The first time she fell for him, she snuck around behind my back with him, and I forgave her. She even told me she'd never hurt me like that again.I trusted her, both times and both times she destroyed that trust. Peyton and I had been best friends since fourth grade, but never once did she actually care about me. If she did, she wouldn't think every relationship I'v had was just a fling. Lucas meant something to me, and she took him. Even though she said she wouldn't do anything, how can I believe that if she still had feelings for him? She was supposed to be my best friend. Instead, she is one out of two people who contributed in breaking my heart.

Lucas, oh Broody. I loved him, hell I still do. The first time I fell for him, I didn't exactly love him, but I was getting there. When he broke up with me, I thought we could still be friends. Then, I find out about him and Peyton having a relationship while me and him were still together. He said he never meant to hurt me, but that doesn't that he did. The second time, I was so hesitant to let him in again becaus he is the only person that could just destroy my life, besides Peyton. He has so much power over me, and I was scared. When we were together, I was so paranoid that him and Peyton would do it all over again. Especially when she told me she still loves him. I broke up with him, because I didn't want to be stupid and I didn't want to be hurt again. Even though Peyton hurt me, I can never be with Lucas without feeling guilt because I would be hurting her.

I felt the hands of someone dancing behind me. It was a pair of guys hands. I turned and saw that he was tan, tall, and toned. He had dark brown eyes and sandy blonde hair. I put my hands behind his neck and wrapped my arms.

"You'll do" Oh God, Please someone save me.