As i drove to jacobs house i started to think about what we have been throught and what i have put him through

i knbow he would not forgive last weekend when i tryed to jump off the cliff but he got to me before i could.

i keep thinking about his exprestion what was he thinking when he held me there. i have never seen his face that way

his eyes where soft and his smile was smooth what was he thinking.

"Why do i care what he was thinking i shouldent"i yelled at myself

I pulled into the blacks driveway to the small house jacob's head poped out of the garadge before i knew it he was picking

me up and giving me one of his big bear hugs.

"Cant...Breath"i gasped

Jacob's smle widend then his face sofend to the way it was on the cliff

"What is he thinking"the words spit out of my mouth my hand slaped over my mouth in an instint

jacob's eyes widend and under his bronze skin i thought i saw a blush.

"Jacob Black are you blushing"my eyes questioned his

'uh...um..push..tu...uh...no"he finaly spit out

'uh...hu..sher of course not"

We walked to the carage there in the garage was a 1967 fast back mustang jet black i looked at

jacob my mouth hanging open "what"he questioned "Thats like my favorite mustang"i told him his smile widend

"what"i questioned him "I hopeed you would like it its for you....

My face froze as i studied his face was he telling the truth was he rely giving me a fast back jet black mustang

no it couldent it hade to be a dream."YOU ARE THE BEST FRIEND EVER" i ran to jacob and jumped up to give him a big hug i loved this jacob that cared about me who was sweet and jenoris i loved this jacob.

Jacobs arms raped around my waist and he nuseled him face into the curve of my neckhis lips started to trace my coler bone my body frozesomthing new whent through my body an electrice wavewhent down my spine and stoped where his arms raped around me i pulled my head back to look at him face his eyes where soft and his arms loosend and he looked at me...

"what"i questioned

"nothing i'm just not used to being held thats all"he awnsered with a strong stare

"oh ya charlie wanted me to invite you to his NFL super bowl party he said bring as many people as you want the more the maryer and the more food i get to cook"

"and the more people to talk to can i bring the howl game charlie has been wanting to meet everyone"he told me

"Well..."i gave him a smart ass stare for a moment"kidding of corse they can come after all they basicly are family and family to you is family to me"i smiled ashering him i was seriouse.

"Thankz Bells"he told me

Why does he call me bells veryone else calles me bella but why bells!i pondered on some reasons of why bells bella short is bell or im like a cat that needs a bell to know where i am no i am too clumsy you always know where i am the silance was brokin by a oud howl coming from the north of were we wher i followed ther howl.

"sounds like the boys cant wait to come over for the party"i staired at him for a moment

"Why do you call me that"i questioned him

"Why do i call you what"his expression confussed

"Bells"i told him

"oh thats easy your laugh it remindes me of Bells"he looked at me with ess

"want to come over for dinner tonight is Roast and i know how you love meat"i glanced at him seeing if he got the joke he did a loud rumble of laghter was relesed

'I would love to have dinner lets get moving i am as hungry as a WOLF"he nudged me i giggeled ashering him i got the joke

i got in the drivers seat and started to drive when we got to the house charlies cruser was still gone jacob and i sat in the truck for sevral minutes

i glanced up at him that soft expression was back his smile warm and understanding i couldent help but stroke his warm cheek as my skin met his his face and mine began to atract each other our faces got closer and closer his lips begain to mold to mine warm and soft NO NO NO i yeld to myself you love edward not jacob stop bad bella bad i ignored my mind and kissed him back his tounge moved around ththe rim of my lips without thinking about it i atomaticly opend my mouth for his tounge to inter my mouth our tounges duled with one another our lips moved with ess at that moment i relized i could be happy even with edward gone i could be happy.

When our lips moved away he looked into my eyes and mine looked at his his hand lifted to stroke my cheek i leand in to his chest and curld into his side his arms raped around me i was happy i was in total bliss he stroked my hair i breathed in his musky sent.

"can i eat now"i rose from his side and shot him a dirty look i rolled my eyes and opened the door.

we walked to the door when we entered i atamaticly when to the kitchen and got the Roast from the crock pot i turned around and rested my arms on the counter jacob slowly moved in my deraction his hands raped around my waist his face bent down to myne i rose my head to meet his lips our lips molded to each others once agin

i raped my arms around his waist the door nobes turned and we ralested each other.

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