Disclaimer: I do not own Soul Eater. I also do not own the song. The song belongs to my best friend who busted her ass to write it. I asked her permission to use it. So please don't take her song. Thankzz…
Chapter one: The beginning of it all
Do you see the girl crying in the corner?
She's just wishing someone would be there for her
She wants to know that she's not invisible
No one knows what's going on
She just wants someone to help her through it all
And she's saying…
Oh, oh, oh, I'm just wondering
Whoa, oh, oh, oh do you even know my name?
'Cause I just need someone to be by my side
To tell me everything will turn out alright
I was crying my eyes out in my room. Maka had been out of line to say such mean things to me today. It's not my fault I fell in love with Soul. I really wish someone would believe me if I told them what Maka has been saying to me. True Maka isn't the only one hurting me. Black Star has been pushing me around too.
I have to keep this to myself. No one would believe me about anything because they all would think I could fight back. The truth is I can't fight back. Not against my so called 'friends'. I would lose my other friends in the process.
I flipped on my back to star up at the ceiling. My eyes filled with tears. "I'm just wondering Maka, do you even know my whole name or do you say my name because it doesn't dawn on you that it really is my name. Hey Kid, do you say it because you can't think of my name or do you really know it?"
I curled up into a ball. I wanted Soul to be here to hold me in his chest just like in my dreams. I know I'm in love with him and I'm positive he at least likes me back. The thing is he can't go against Maka and be with me. He has told me that before but how do I know that's true. I closed my eyes tightly and cries myself to sleep that night.
All hell would break lose tomorrow.
The next morning came
"Kid get your ass moving, we're going to be late again," I heard Liz shriek at me through the door.
I reluctantly got out of my bed. I quickly threw on a pair of symmetrical clothing. My normal outfit. I adjusted everything to be perfectly in line. I let out a soft sigh with a hiccup following close behind it. I looked in the mirror and hid my true emotions with a blank expression.
I walked out of my room to get bumped into by Patty, "Oops sorry Kiddo, I didn't see you there!"
So I am invisible, I thought to myself.
The walk to school was long with Patty babbling about giraffes and breaking their necks. Liz was talking about her nails and how she had to redo them. I just stayed quiet and listened to them talk among themselves.
I don't get it…how can everyone else be so happy. Everyone except me, I was on the verge of crying but kept my blank expression.
As we neared the school, I could see light blue hair at the top of the stairs. I sighed heavily trying to figure out Black Star's plan to bully me today. We climbed up the stairs and Patty was humming when we reached the top. I saw Maka, Black Star, and Tsubaki first but Soul was nowhere to be seen.
"Morning Liz, Patty," Maka said breaking my gaze around the front of the school.
Today isn't going to be a good day….
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