Disclaimer: I don't own Victorious. Dan Schneider does.
Author's Note: I wanted to cry so hard when I watched Jade watch the videochat of Beck and Tori. I just felt really bad for her.
When he leaned into to kiss Vega, I felt my heart break again. I shouldn't have cared. I mean, we broke up so why does it matter? But I guess somewhere deep down in my twisted, bitter soul, I still cared about the jerk who didn't open the door when I counted to ten.
I still loved the jerk who let me go.
I still loved the jerk who broke my heart.
I was still in love with Beck Oliver.
And no matter what I did, I couldn't seem to get over him. Yes, we had broken up, but that didn't mean I wanted to let him go. I still thought about him; I couldn't get him out of my head. I tried to make him jealous whenever I could just so he'd look at me like he used to.
Why would he want to kiss Vega anyway? What did she have that I didn't?
Maybe it's everything. Maybe I saw all the signs but I was too stubborn and jealous and possessive of Beck to even take notice.
But then Vega had called me her friend. She didn't want to kiss Beck because we were friends. All the times I had spent getting back at her and trying to make her life miserable and here she was, almost defending me.
Defending the relationship Beck and I had.
Defending the relationship I still wanted to have.
Maybe we were supposed to be together and Vega…Tori was trying to tell him that when she pulled away from kissing him.
