I remember it like it was yesterday. The rain was pattering along my window. It felt cold like something was dead, but it was just me. I remember him telling me that he couldn't stay with me anymore his word were like a knife slicing through me. " I can't keep this up anymore bells I'll try to come back but I.. it's just hard." What was so hard. Leaving your daughter with her crazy mother is the worst punishment of all. But bringing her there was even worse. I remember running after your car until you stopped. I remembered the look on your face when you carried me back. I thought that you were going to take me back. But when you put me in her arms I knew that you didn't care you never cared. But who am I to judge the person who is my father.