Hope You guys like this One Shot! This one was abit more personal for me, because I am unfortunatly having panic attacks everyday, for no reason at all. So I guess this story kinda just came off of what happens to me when I have panic attacks so it was really easy to write. Hope I did ok. :)

Disclaimer: I do not own final fantasy, nor do I own any of the characters.

" Fighting For Air "
One-Shot


My breathing was growing heavy.

It felt as if my chest had been closing up. Like it was tightening itself on the inside.

My heart felt like it was being squeezed, harder and harder.

My breathing only got heavier, and more rapid.

My nails were growing a purple color along with my lips. My arms and legs began to tingle, shake even, until they had become numb. I was unable to move or feel them. My fingers were curled in all different directions. They stood numbed that way.

My breathing was now unbelievably fast.

My lips began to crust from the air being rushed from under it until, like my hands and feet it became unfeeliable. Numb.

My face was slowly decreasing in color, until it turned pale white.

In and out. The air went out through my mouth then in through my mouth.

No longer could I breath through my nose.

I was now hyperventilating.

Everything was becoming blurry. No longer could I see my surroundings.

I was struggling for air.

Fighting with myself.

I had begun a war on myself. A war that only I could fight.

The slower I'd try to make my breathing the faster it went.

" Cids Girl! Slow down your breathing, please. " A voice pleaded.

I did'nt listen.

My breathing was now at a rate that I was at risk of passing out.

" Your gonna pass out Rikku. Listen to me, in through your nose out through your mouth. Trust me. "

I did just as the voice told me.

" Slower. "

I went slower this time, fully concentrated on the voice. Nothing else.

" Longer. "

My breaths were longer now, and slowly becoming slower.

" Thats it, come on keep goin, your breathings becoming normal. "

The numbness in my hands and feet were slowly disappearing.

My once purple nails were slowly fadings back into color along with my face.

The feeling in my lips were coming back. They felt so warm.

My once blurry eyes were gently opening.

I did it. I controlled what I thought I couldnt.

The battle was finally over.

I looked up to see my saviour.

It was Gippal.

He did it. He had saved me.

I now know these panic attacks will be a battle.

But now I know I wont have to fight them alone.

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:) Hope You liked it! It was just a small simple one shot. Hope you enjoyed it!!!

Should I continue? SHould it be left as a oneshot?!? Not sure yet. What do you think? Kept as a oneshot, or more!?!? LOL

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