S.A.: Whatever you do, just don't call the psychiatric ward on me…

Title: Goodbye (A/N: I couldn't think of anything else)

Summery: Tsume's hurt and Toboe blames himself…

Warnings: (Attempted) suicide, me, short story and the paring TT (A/N: If you don't read chap. 2, which is only for if you want a happy ending, remove the words "Attempted" and add "Character Death" before this)

Parings: TT


"Tsume…" I'm crying. He's so pale. It looks like he's dead. "Please… don't die… You can't… I still need you…" He had to choose then to care. If he'd just been indifferent like usual, he wouldn't have gotten shot…

/Flashback/

"Look out!" Kiba yells. I hear a gunshot. I wait for the pain, but it never comes…

"Oh my god…" Hige. Where is he? Is he hurt?

"You… okay… kid?" Someone behind me asks. I turn around… and see that Tsume took Darcia's shot for me. He collapses as the shock wears off enough for me to move.

"Tsume!"

/End Flashback/

The tears pour with renewed vigor down my face. I can't even try to imagine life without him. It'd be too hard. I… love… him. And he got hurt because of me. It's entirely my fault. I don't even want to try and wait for him to wake-up. I'd rather die than have a nurse or doctor tell me that he can't make it. I want to die right now. If I die right now, I won't have to see him wake-up and tell me he hates me for putting him in the hospital he's stuck in or, even worse than that, die. Then, I notice the knife. Cheza or Blue must have left it. I know they peal and eat apples when they come to visit him. It's exactly what I need. I pick it up. It's light. The fact that I'm in a hospital, and in a room that Kiba and Cheza are due to arrive at any minute don't even cross my mind. All I know is the hatred I feel for myself because I made him get hurt. Then, I feel physical pain to match the emotional pain as I shove the knife though my gut. I just want it to end. All of it. The pain is starting to fade. I feel… light. Kind of like I'm floating. Then, there's a scream. It's Cheza.

"Toboe!" That's Kiba. "Toboe, a nurse is coming. Stay awake. Come on, don't die!"

The last thing that goes though my mind was Goodbye, Tsume… Then, darkness consumed me.

Normal POV…

A nurse comes into the room and puts Toboe on a stretcher. Kiba runs out of the room and calls Hige and Blue to tell them what happened while Cheza calls Cher and Hubb. Then, Tsume wakes up.

The End (or maybe not)…

S.A.: I know it's sad! I'm sorry! The idea just struck me out of nowhere and wouldn't leave me alone! Anyway, if you think I should stop here, don't read the next chap. If you want a happy ending, read on. This was supposed to be a one-shot, but I hate sad endings, so I came up with a continuation. Review, please!