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Can you ever love me?
Sakura looked out of the window, daydreaming.
She let out a short sigh as she turned towards the inside of her room.
"Why can't I tell you Syaoran?" Sakura asked herself, while she felt tears welling in her eyes, threatening to fall.
Knock, knock"Who's there? What do u want?" Sakura said angry with herself for letting him get to her this badly.
" Hey kaijuu" Came her brother's voice through the door "mum and dad were worried when you didn't touch your food"
"I'm fine. You don't have to worry about me" Sakura replied opening the door "it's just been a bad week"
"Do you want to talk about it?" Touya asked as he pulled Sakura into a big brotherly hug " I know you've been crying"
"What? How did you know?" Sakura asked, just visible through her brother's arms.
"I'm your brother I have to know things like this" he said matter-of -factly to her "So…will you tell me what's wrong?"
"Can you promise you won't be angry?" she asked unsurely.
"I'm sure Sakura," he said reassuringly "now what is it?"
3 mins later
"You're What!" Touya yelled at Sakura, he had let Sakura go and she was sitting on her bed.
"I'm in love with…Syaoran" Sakura said again wincing at her brother's reaction.
"How do you know that Sakura?" Touya said worriedly, he had calmed down slightly and put his worried face back on " you haven't even known him for a year"
"I know, and he has a girlfriend" Sakura sighed heavily "but I can't help the way I feel about him"
"Sakura, please think about this" he said slowly "I don't want him to hurt you, do you really love him? Your only 17, you have your whole life ahead of you."
Sakura looked out the window
"What should I do Touya?" Sakura muttered sadly.
"I don't know Sakura, have you told mum and dad?" he asked walking toward her.
"I can't tell them" Sakura said "they'll tell me I', just a teenager, I don't know what love is!" with this Sakura burst out crying. Touya sat down on her bed and pulled her towards him.
"Shhh….its alright….everything will be alright" he whispered as he rocked Sakura trying to calm her " everything will work out fine…shhh…"
Touya wasn't sure how long they sat there rocking, but eventually Sakura calmed down and stopped crying.
"Thankyou Touya" Sakura said quietly.
"That's alright Sakura, I'll leave you to get some sleep" he replied warmly.
"Ok" Sakura mumbled getting into bed and almost falling asleep instantly.
Touya closed Sakura's door behind him " how could that gaki do this to her" he muttered as he headed downstairs.
Downstairs
"Is Sakura alright?" their mother asked worriedly when Touya cam downstairs.
"Yeah" he replied "it's been a hard week at school for her, that's all"
He had decided to keep what he and Sakura had talked about, to himself. ' She can tell them herself' he thought to himself.
"You were up there for a while" she said slightly less worried now.
"I gave her some help with some of her homework she was doing" he said trying to end this conversation " where's dad?"
"He's in the study going through some work for a lecture tomorrow"
She said happily "oh that reminds me, I need to bring him some tea" with this she ran towards the kitchen.
Touya let out a huge sigh of relief 'you were lucky this time Sakura, but next time they will find out' he thought before going back upstairs to his room.
