To be completely honest....I had no idea where I was originally going with this...I just started writing...

Yeah...it's a completely different format than normal....it's just Ban's thoughts, no actions or anything...but I think you can pretty much imagine the scene. Nothing fancy, just some fluff. Cause I'm a Fluff Lover. :3

Enjoy!


He loves me...He loves me not. He loves me....He loves me not...

He loves me.

Damn....

Stupid flower...

...This flower lies....

Damn it.

I toss and I turn in my bed,

And his face rushing through my mind...

Why is he there?

I don't understand...

His stupid blond spikes...

those puppy dog eyes....

Why did god give him such things?

How DARE he let such a creature stare me down.

If it's so wrong,

...

No, I hate cliches.

I must not say it.

It's stupid....

IT DOESN'T FEEL RIGHT DAMN IT ALL!

If it did...I wouldn't be so confused to the point of picking flower petals!

So what if he's my best friend?

There isn't anymore than that...

At least...there shouldn't be....

Why the hell is this so hard to figure out?

Why can't it just be solved already?

God dammit his face...

That stupid, innocent face.

He has no idea what he makes flow through my mind.

He never will....no way in hell.

Besides....I cant' speak a lie...

He's nothing more than a friend....

If that's so true...

Then why can't I just make myself truly believe the facts?

Damn...I'm so tired.

But I can't get to sleep...

Not with him there....

At least not tonight.

I wish I had more then this car...

Well...and that lunk head beside me...

A house.

A big, giant house!

Hell yea, then he could live with me....

And sleep in another place....

Another room...

A different bed.

Not beside me.

But that's not going to happen...

It's just not possible.

We are broke...

But...if we weren't...

Would I STILL have this issue?

He wouldn't be lying beside me...

He only does because he has no choice...

But....couldn't he sleep in the back?

No...I tried that once, the seat in the front was in my way.

Is the only reason that I feel so weird about this...because it's not normal?

...No....I don't think so.

It's because I don't....I don't....

I don't feel anything more than friendship for him.

Maybe I'm just some pervert who likes imagining erotic scenarios...

But if that were the case....

Wouldn't I imagine them with other people as well?

Yea....

Shit.

Maybe if I try to do it wit-

HELL NO!

I must be an idiot for thinking I could do that...

Besides, he'd never let it...

Would he?

Nah....he's too much of a goof...

He wouldn't even know what I was doing...

Wait..but don't people say instincts take over in situations like that?

No...That's only with natural things....

Isn't it?

...No....I don't think so...

Forest fires aren't natural....but we can get away...

Wait...Scratch that...

Fire makes fear....

Fear makes our instincts work....

Shit...

....

I want to go to sleep...

Damn it...it's so cold out here....

I really wish the moron didn't take my blanket as well...

Wait a minute...

Can't I just wake him up and get it?

...

But didn't he punch me when I tried that last?

...

Oh whatever, just get the damn blanket back...

Geez....he looks cute while he sleeps...

No...

Damn it brain.

KNOCK IT OFF.!

Why won't my mind ever listen to me?

Shit....I woke him up...

Oh...oh no...no I didn't....

He's just moving around...

Just grab the blanket already...

Stupid hand.

GRAB IT.

...

Finally....geez, that's much warmer....

Shit....

I must have rolled him while grabbing the blanket....

Cause now he's on his side...

If he woke up like that...He'd be staring right at me...

Oh right....

I don't care about that...

Besides...I dont' like him like that...

Nope....

Not possible....

Ban Midou would never like....

Such an idiot....

Even with such a sweet...

Angelic face....

...

I don't....

...

Not...

Possible...

Shit I'm tired...

...

...

...

I love him...I love him not...I love him...I love him not...

I love him....

Damn it...stupid flower....

It ended on the wrong words...

Screw this....

I'm sleeping.


The eeeeeend. ^^ Hope you enjoyed.

R&R and I will love you forever.

~AkemiKae