Sadness. Depression. Missery. The things I feel everyday. Happiness. Love. Hope. The things I've always wanted to feel. But instead I'm locked up like a freak and tourchered for hours. Sometimes I wish for death. My wish has never been granted, and most likely never will. Everyday, I stare into the darkness waiting for them to come with the tourcher devices. They've tried to kill me before. It didn't work. I think I was more dissapointed then they were. They don't understand. No one does. I'm living on a planet with the emotionally numb. No one feels anything...except me. I was a defect. They tried to kill me when I was a smeet by taking away my Pak. It didn't work, I lived. Ever since I was locked up and beaten. My life is missery. There is no light. Nothing to look forward to. It's funny though, I wouldn't be emotionally numb even if I had the choice. I'm living on a planet of bitches. They take planets from others and enslave them. It's horrible. I'd do anything to find a place where I could have some peace, love, and hope. I'd do anything. Absolutly anything.

But I can't do anything. Last time they beat me they broke my leg so I couldn't try and escape. I still try. Nothing will stop me from trying. Nothing at all. I hear someone outside. I know i'm gonna get beaten and tourchered some more. I don't care. I'm use to the pain. It's their ignorance that bothers me. Can't they see how I hurt emotionally? Of course they can't. Because there all numb. And i'm different. And for some reason they think that's a reason to beat me... I hate this planet. I hate everyone who lives here. I hate them all. I here the footsteps getting closer. I can't see anybody, i'm in a pitch black room. It's so cold in here. Before I know it I get hit in the head with something. They beat me for the rest of the hour. I don't know where or when the next strike will come from. It makes the pain at least 10 times worse. I hate it here. My eyes are red from tears. I'm not crying from the pain, i'm crying because my own kind are beating me senseless because i'm different.

"STOP! I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING!" I yell over my tears.

"SILENCE DEFECT!" I hear a voice yell before I get a blow to the face. I feel blood trickle down the side of my face and hear footsteps walking away. At least it's over. Who am I kidding? Who cares if it's over for today? There will always be tommorow, and the next day, and the next day, and the next day until I die! Until the day my fricken life ends! UNTIL THAT SWEET SWEET DAY WHERE THE PAIN STOPS!

I hope that day will come soon...i'm tired of feeling pain. Of feeling missery. Of all the sadness and depression. Of everything. Maybe if I escape...Maybe then I can either find a better planet or get my wish and meet the end. Just maybe...but my leg is broken. I can't walk. I can't outrun the guards, or sneak past security cameras. But i've had enough. I limped over to the back of the room feeling for something, anything that could help me. I finally find some cloth left from a dead prisoner that died here before they sent me to this hell hole. Lucky bastard. I ripped off some of the cloth and rapped it tightly around my broken lef. That helped a little bit. I could walk a little better now. I practiced walking and running for a while and decided I was well enough to escape. Maybe if they catch me they'll kill me. But that's not my goal, my goal is to escape. I walked over to the front of the room. I think it was the front, it was way too dark to see. I felt around and found a circutry board. Perfect. I opened it up and bit through some wires. I might have gotten shocked by them but I didn't care. I heard an alarm go off and the door opened. I quickly ran out of that room and hid from the security cameras. The guards were after me now, I could hear them talking and running in all sorts of directions. I saw a window and ran torward it, I busted the glass and jumped through. Then I ran in some random direction. I didn't care where I was going, I just had to get as far away as possible. All the hologram signs now had my picture on them and the word 'WANTED' written at the bottom. I knew I had to get off this planet quick if I wanted to escape. I saw a guy getting into a ship. I ran torward him as fast as I could and pushed him out. Then I got in and started to take off. I could see a bunch of guards running torward me. I shot through the air and went at warp seed. I thought I was safe until I saw more Irken ships flying after me. I'm screwed. But that doesn't stop me, I continue to fly as fast as the ship will go, but then they start shooting at me.

I started shooting back at them with the missles attatched to the back of the ship. I think I killed a few. Soon I saw a missle coming straight at the ship, I tried to avoid it but it was too late. The missle hit the back of the ship and the ship started to spiral out of control. Suddenly my ship was in a some kind of tractor beam, and everything went dark. I woke up in front of the Tallests chained up.

"Hey, the defect's awake!" Purple yelled in that voice of his...that stupid high pitched voice...

"Oh yeah, I guess she is" Red replied.

"What do you want from me? What did I EVER do to anybody? Why am I in a prison? WHY?" I asked all the questions that were on my mind.

"Because...your a defect, and we don't want you contaminating the other Irkns" Purple said...That was such a stupid reason.

"But, we do have some good news for you...Or bad news...We will be sending you to Earth, you know, the planet Zim's on?" Red informed me. FINALLY! I'M GOING SOMEWHERE ELSE! I kida feel sorry for Zim...the entire Irken race hates him even though he tries so hard to impress the Tallests.

"Thank you...my Tallests" I struggled with the my Tallests part...I hated them, but i'm not gonna blow my chance to get off Irk.

The Tallests called ZIm and whatever, they told him I was coming to 'help him' with destroying Earth...I knew I had nothing to worry about though, Zim's plans never work, one time he almost destroyed Irk...too bad he didn't succeed...Then I would've been dead and no other alien race would have to deal with the Irkens...Oh well. They sent me to Earth still chained up. It took SIX MONTHS. Dang that was a long six months! My ship crashed in someone's front yard, I couldn't get out of the ship because I was still chained up. The the ship opened, and II heard a voice.

"You must be the help the Tallests sent..." I turned around. Yup, that was Zim alright, just as short as I remembered him.


Hey, sorry if this seems kinda rushed, I wrote it right before I had to go to bed... Also, this story is for a friend of mine, she really wanted me to write a story like this, so I did! Please review! Sorry if this chapter sucked!