Disclaimer: I don't own any of the Stephenie Meyer's twilight characters.
Summary: Jacob tries to cope with losing Bella, but who, what will be brought into his life that will never be brought out? Mostly about Jacob.
CHAPTER 1
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Jpov
Weeks. No, more than that. Running, running, aimlessly through woods, across roads. Not stopping for food or water. I hadn't gone this long without food and water ever. And I wanted to curl up and die, except, I was too tired to even die. About to pass out, I fell to the ground near a highway I could hear while it was pouring down rain. Who cares if someone finds me? Who cares if they see me, wolf and all, on the forest floor? All that mattered was that I would never be whole again, my heart ripped from my chest.
I never gave up on her, always thought there was hope, but with the official wedding invitation…I finally realized it.
Bella would never be mine.
Never.
It hurt me, not only emotionally but physically also, to think about it. I lay howling in rage and pain, like I was about to die. I wanted to die. As the last bit of life I clung to was nearly ripped away, I passed out, and the last thing I heard was "Shoot! The damn thing won't start again!" and then a dog barked, not too far in the distance.
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