A/N This part takes place almost nine months after Edward leaves Bella in New Moon. Please read it and tell me what you think. I love reviews and I also accept flames. I am new to this in fact, this is my first story.

Disclaimer: I do not own the Twilight series. All of its wonderfulness comes from the mind of Stephenie Meyer.

Preface:

Bella POV

The rain fell in buckets all around me. I cradled the soggy bundle of blankets against my chest trying to keep its occupant warm. The tiny baby was asleep. She was so beautiful. Her looks reminded me too much of Ed… her father. I couldn't keep her. Every time I looked at her I could feel my breath catching painfully in my lungs, as the hole opened up again. She had bronze hair and emerald green eyes just like HE had. Even in the dark night, her white skin seemed to glow.

HE didn't know I was pregnant. All vampires would have thought it was impossible. But I had just proven them wrong. Just around nine months after HE left and here I was with a baby.

We were nearing the hospital, where I was hoping they would be able to put her up for adoption and find her a loving home. I gave the baby one last kiss as we walked through the door into the hospital. Gently I placed her by the door where she would be noticed. On the front of her blankets I tenderly pinned a note. It read:

Dear Person who finds this baby,

I did not want this little infant to have to go through my same suffering. Please understand that I did this for the best. Her name is Lily Hope Mason. I wish with all my heart that she will be loved in this world and that she will be happy. I hope that she forgives me for doing this to her and that she will always know that she was my precious treasure. Thank you so much for finding my baby.

Love, A hopeful Mother

"Good luck", I whispered to the baby who probably didn't even understand me. But it made me feel less guilty all the same.

I walked away from the hospital. Sadness washed over me. I knew I could turn back and take the baby home again, but I didn't. As I walked I saw a patch of red among some bushes that were a few feet in front of me. It sent shivers all the way through my body. I realized why, a second late. Victoria!

How could she be here? Why was she here?

Just as I walked pass the bushes, a small white figure jumped in out at me. Her bright red hair was vivid in the night air. Her white teeth and skin gleamed in the moonlight. "Hello Bella," she said in a lethal voice. "I've been waiting for this meeting."

I shivered. "What do you want with me? The Cu…Cullens left a year ago."

She frowned a bit at the last part. "Well I guess part of my plan doesn't work now. You have just ruined it, you puny little human. You should have known that a human would not be enough for a vampire. Oh well, that doesn't mean I can't have fun with you." She gave a vicious laugh.

I was frozen in fear. Even though I could run, I knew I would never be able to get away from a vampire. All I could do was to stare into the eyes of my soon to be killer. My last sight will be those eyes, I thought.

Suddenly she pounced at me, pinning my arms to my sides. She lifted me over her shoulder, squeezing so tightly I could hear my bones crack. It felt like I was falling in the air. The speed of the running was making me dizzy. I knew for sure I would die.

When we stopped, I saw that the place was surrounded by trees. It was OUR meadow, well, that's not right anymore. It was no one's meadow. He didn't love me anymore. It seemed weird that the place of so many happy memories would be the place of my death.

Victoria then threw me off of her shoulder. I hit the ground, full force, twenty feet away from her. I ended up landing on my leg, breaking it. I couldn't feel the pain though. I was too numb with the thought of death. If Victoria ended my life now, maybe I wouldn't have to deal with the pain of missing HIM anymore.

The raged vampire started pacing towards me. Her eyes black with thirst. When she got to me she smiled. "I know what I am going to do with you, death won't be painful enough. It seems like a mercy. I think you would like it much better if I turned you into a vampire, so you would have to live for an eternity knowing that he didn't truly love you."

"No," I whispered. Not that I thought she would take into any consideration about what I thought.

She seemed not to hear me. Victoria had a vicious grin on her face. I knew she was thinking of ways to torture me before my three days of pure agony. Then she looked at me, with malice in her eyes. There was nothing I could do to protect myself from this monster, and she knew that. She could do anything to me to inflict pain.

Before I realized what she was doing she stomped on my unbroken leg, crushing it. I could feel it splintering as she continually stomped. Then she did the same on my other injured leg. I didn't scream, even though what she was doing was pure torture. That didn't please her. She wanted to hear my pain. So she picked me up and threw me into a tall tree. The impact crushed some of my ribs, they stabbed into my organs. I gave a small whimper. But that wasn't enough for her.

She pounced where I had fallen teeth at the ready. She bit me on the shoulder and kept repeatedly biting me from my neck to my wrists. I could not help but scream, as the venom leaked through into my blood stream. I felt its flame rushing up inside my blood spreading all throughout my body. At

At some bites she stopped to suck my blood. Only enough to satiate her want for my blood but not enough to kill. Finally she got up from my body. My vision was blurring as the venom traveled through my body. I noticed high pitch terrible screaming filling the air, only to realize it was me.

Victoria was leaving. "Until we meet again," she said, loud enough for me to hear. Then I blacked out.


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