Olivia walks in to the squat room. She looks around and search for her partner. She knew that he was her somewhere. The last days where very hard for her , after she got undercover . There was something happened in the basement.

When Olivia saw Elliot he was near by the coffee machine. She walks toward him.

'' Hey Elliot what are you doing'' she ask. Elliot turned and saw Olivia. When he looked at her he saw that she looked exhausting.

''Hi Liv, I was making coffee, do you want coffee too? he ask her.

''Yes please, and then I would like to talk with you in private'' she said with a serious look.

'' Liv, what's wrong'' He ask her while he gives her the coffee. Olivia had tears in her eyes while she gazed at Elliot. Shall we go to the interrogation room.

When the where in the room Elliot went down next to Olivia.

'' Liv what's wrong'' and he put an arm around her.

'' You can tell me everything Liv'' He looked in her eyes and he saw that something was wrong. Something was happened to her.

'' You can tell me everything'' .Olivia closed her eyes and took a deep breath.

'' He…'' Tears ran down her cheek, she did not want to show her tears, but she couldn't stop the them.

'' What liv, who'' said Elliot with concern. He already knows where she talks about.

''El , he- he raped me in the basement'' she sobbed.

Elliot put his arms around her and held her head against his shoulders

'' Liv why didn't you tell me, why have you waited so long'' He know that he couldn't blame her.

'' I couldn't tell you El, I didn't believe it first. He let me do things …'' Elliot interrupt the conversation,

'' you don't have to tell it Liv'' He looked at her big wet brown eyes.

'' Liv did you go to Melinda to let you examined'' He looks at her the thoughts that she was raped bring tears in his eyes.

'' No El,I was afraid. I stimulate victims to be examined, but I cannot see myself as a victim El'' she said sadness.

Elliot looked at her before she can say something he grabbed her arm

''We are going to Melinda now'' Olivia was startled and hit Elliot in his face. When she realized what she had done tears rolled over her cheek.

''I'm so sorry El, that was absolutely not the intention. It's just the way you grabbed me El, sorry'' she did not know where to look. Elliot went closer to Olivia and kissed her on her forehead.

'' It's okay Liv, but we need to go to Melinda now''. Olivia didn't like the idea but she knows that Elliot was serious.


While Olivia was undressing herself , Elliot talked to Melinda about what had happened and that she had been waiting for three months to tell him. Elliot knew that it didn't make sense to let them do an rape kid. But it's for her safety. Melinda walked to the examination table while she put her gloves on.

'' Olivia this should be done, it's not a fine feeling. Olivia nodded as tears rolled over down her cheek. Elliot was standing beside her and held her hand while she squeezed in his hand.

"El I don't want this, evidence is already gone. I just want to live again and I want to go to work as a normal person'' she told Elliot while Melinda takes photographs of her bruises.

''Liv I need to ask you something'' asked Melinda.

''What do you want to ask me'' Olivia looked at her quizzically.

''Did he used a condom Liv''Melinda asked her. In her thoughts she had hoped that he used a condom, but the truth was that he hadn't used one.

''No he did not used a condom'' she said .

''And you didn't use a birth control pill'' asked Melinda concern.

'' No, I haven't thought about that'' she said with a frightened look.

''Do you think I'm pregnant – that bastard make me pregnant Melinda'' Then the tears filled her eyes.

Melinda nodded ''do you want me to check or should I refer you to a obstetrician''

''Um- I want you to check it. Your my friend, and I feel safe her so you can do it right now'' Olivia said with tears in her eyes.

Melinda grabbed the stuff she needed and she started with the examination. Elliot stood beside Olivia still with her hand in his. When Olivia looked at Elliot she saw that he was struggling with his tears. She knew that the thoughts of the rape where haunted through his mind.

Melinda made an ultrasound of Olivia's tummy.

''Liv, how should I tell you this'' Melinda sounded submit and anxious at the same time. '' You're three months pregnant, and I can tell you that it is a twin'' Melinda looked at Olivia and saw she wiped a tear from her face. '

''Sorry Liv''

Olivia looked at Elliot with her big brown eyes.

''What should I do El, my wish comes true, but not in the way I've wanted'' she asked inquiringly Elliot.

Elliot knew that Olivia want children but this isn't the way… How could she ever looked at the two without thinking back at the assult. ''Liv , would you really know what I should do?''

''Yes El, how should I do this on my own'' tears filled her eyes. Elliot embraced her and kissed her forehead.

''Liv you know what I shall do'' he glanced kindly.

'' I will help you, together we can take care of these cutest babies in her'' he said, wiping a tear from her face.

Elliot and his wife are divorced. So that's why he can help Olivia during pregnancy.

''You can put your clothes on'' Melinda said to Olivia .

''Thank you Melinda that you don't treat me like a victim''

''Your Welcome Liv'' Melinda turn around to grab the ultrasound.

''Liv do you want the ultrasound of your babies?''

''Yes give it'' she said with a neutral expression.

Melinda wasn't sure if she was happy or sad, but when she gives her the ultrasound Melinda saw a little smile on Olivia's face.


Olivia and Elliot walking together back to the squatroom.

Munch, Fin and the Captain where surprised, when the saw Olivia crying, they never saw her crying in public. The gaze of Munch, Fin and the Cap turned quickly from surprised to concern.

''What's going on Liv'' asked Fin.

''Did Elliot give you two read eyes'' joked Munch.

''Well actually I gave him a black eye'' she looked to Elliot and she smiled.

''Olivia my office now'' the Captain walks to his room.

Olivia knew that this was the moment she had to tell him about the basement, but where did she started. She slowly walked to his room and closed the door, while the tears were still on her face.

''Yes Captain'' she said not too nervous.

''Liv, what's going on, and why are you so emotional'' he asked her with a concern in his voice. He looked into her brown eyes and nodded.

''If there is something between you and Elliot….'' Before he could finish his sentence Olivia interrupt him

''No Captain there is nothing wrong between me and my partner'' she knows that this was the right moment to tell him about the basement. the Captain looked questioningly at her. Olivia takes a deep breath

''Captain three months ago when I was undercover'' there was a silence before she continued. ''When he and I – he raped me'' she turned her head before he could see the tears.

The Captain walked to the other side of his desk and he turned her head to him. So he can look at her. He saw tears on her cheek and wiped them away.

''He raped you.. Liv why didn't you tell my'' He asked her with sadness in his voice.

''Yes , he – he r-raped me , I couldn't see myself as a victim'' she sobbed.

''That's not the only thing right liv'' He asked her.

She nodded but didn't say anything.

''What is it Liv'' silence filled the room.

She takes a deep breath '' He raped me and he didn't used a condom'' The tears she couldn't hold back filled her eyes. The Captain knew where she was talking about, but let her finish her sense.

''I'm pregnant Cap'' tears still in her eyes.

''Oh liv'' He said. Before he could say anything she interrupt him.

''If that is not the worst, it's that there are two little ones growing in my belly'' she placed her hand on her stomach and a smile appeared between the tears on her face. she thought of the two foetuses that she saw on the ultrasound.

The Captin know that it was her wish to be a 'mom' but this wasn't a way.

''Do you know what you will do'' He asked her with a concern on his face.

''How do you mean ' What I will do'' she asked surprised.

He looked at her ''Are you going to keep the twin or ….'' Before he end his sense Olivia jumped in ''Of course , this is what I want for a very long time'' for a moment she doesn't know what to say. She looked over to the Captain, and continue the conversation.

''I'm a product of… … a rape, I had a mother who didn't loved me, but I love those two her in my belly already, Cap'' she said whit a smile.

''Okay liv, I will be there for you. Take care of yourself because I wouldn't lose you , OKAY''

''Yes Cap'' She walked over to the door, before she opened it, she heard that the captain say something

''Oh and Liv your on desk duty'' .

''Okay Cap'' actually she was disagree but didn't want go against the captain.


''That was a long conversation Liv,'' Fin said.

''I think thay needed to talk about the black eye '' Munch laugh.

''No Munch, it was totally a ….. '' Before she could end her sense she felt the contents of her stomach coming up, so she ran to the bathroom.

''What is going on with her '' Fin asked Elliot.

''That is something what liv should tell you'' he said while he looked at the bathroom door.


Thank you guys for reading my story ... I hope you like it. This was the first chapter. I will continue the others so son as possible.