HEEEEEY GUYS!
This will be my first fanfic story so please support me! :)
My story will have more than one plot and a lot of drama goes on so if you don't like stories that have a lot of things going on then you probably won't like this! :( anyway each chapter is around 2,000 words and i have planned for around 30 Chapters.
I might make the character a little OCC at times so i apologize!
RATING: M
WARNING: this is a Harry and Draco slash fanfic. it does contain sexual content, rape and abuse.
DISCLAIMER: The Harry Potter series does not belong to me but in fact the gorgeous JK Rowling. so I dont own it, I dont claim to and I dont plan to.
PAIRINGS: HP/DM - HG/RW - OC/TN - SS/LE - PP/BZ - LL/NL - NT/RL
Chapter 1 - Wishing Upon A Star
All that could be heard on Privet Drive on this particular Sunday was the mournful sounds of the wind howling wildly and the pattering of rain on the concrete roads. A young boy, Well a 15 year old teenager with dark ebony unruly hair, deep emerald coloured eyes and wire rimmed glasses held together in many places by tape sat awake crying.
The boy, who lived, sat up in his crammed cupboard, awoken by his nightmare. Harry had dreamt his godfather's death all over again. The memory of Sirius falling through the veil slower and slower each time. The look of determination fading in to the look of horror. His eyes running over to harry apologetically, before disappearing through the evil silver mist.
When term had ended Harry had been sent back to the Dursley's again. But as he arrived all his belongings were chucked in to his old cupboard under the stairs and he was told that he was to stay in there until he was told by any member of the family to come out. When harry began to protest he was rewarded with a back hander across the face. He had stood the in utter bewilderment gaping at his uncle. Ever since then he was kicked, punched, whipped and starved by his uncle. Through the years harry had received abuse from the Dursley's for something he did wrong but this year he knew would be different. Harry even noticed his aunt and cousin were becoming frightened of Vernon so with every chance they got they would nurse Harry and sneak in food for him. He, his aunt and his cousin had got along this summer, having conversations about school, friends and lily very easily when Vernon wasn't around.
It was now mid June and although the weather outside at the very moment was icy, the temperature was rising rapidly every day. Harry was just thinking about Ron, Hermione and Lupin and how he had sent fake letters to them saying he was more than fine, he would leave clues every
now and then hoping Hermione would understand but no luck yet. It was hard with Vernon watching over his shoulder like a hawk and the re-reading it over and over again hoping to find something wrong so he could beat Harry.
-BOOM-
-BANG-
Harry heard the front door open and then slam shut shortly after. Harry inwardly groaned. 'Fuck! He's been drinking again' Harry thought frantically, panic taking over...
"BOY!" he heard his uncle yell ferociously. Should he stay or should he go out there. Too late, the cupboard door opened with such noise Harry flinched.
Harry started shaking... His uncle looked terrible! He felt a chubby hand grip his arm tightly and he was hauled out the cupboard.
"What is the meaning of this?" he bellowed. Harry looked to his right hand and saw he was holding his potions essay and book. 'Shit! I left it out on the table when aunt petunia had let me out.' "What did I say about not wanting your freakish things lying around? I guess you didn't learn from last time, did you?" Vernon smirked but Harry flinched at the memory, "I said DID YOU?" he said then tore up the essay and tore apart the book. 'if I don't die today Snape surely will finish the job off for him'.
"Sorry uncle Vernon! Please, I... Please let me go!" Harry whimpered quietly. Vernon burst out laughing. His fat face going from purple to red. Suddenly Vernon's fist connected with Harry's stomach and he doubled over.
"Vernon! Stop! It's 4 in the morning, the neighbours will get suspicious!" Harry heard his aunt's voice say.
He walked over to her and slapped her on the face, her eyes widened in fear.
"You shut up you bitch! You said he wouldn't turn into a freak! You stopped me from dumping him at the orphanage! Now we're stuck with this little shit hole!"
Dudley stood at the top of the stairs unaware on what to do. 'Think Duders! Dad is piss drunk! What should I do?' Dudley was sweating with fear until he remembered! Last year that old women from across the street, Mrs. Figs... Or something, knew Harry was a wizard. Dudley ran to Harry's old bedroom and looked out the window, relief washed over him when he saw her looking out at the exact time. She looked up to him with a look of concern and Dudley just mouthed the word 'help' clearly. She nodded, smiled and walked back.
"Albus, you called me?" A slightly sleepy looking Remus asked.
"Remus! I apologise for waking you up at such time but I had a fire call from Arabella Figg and she said something is going on in number 4. She looked extremely worried. And so I would like you to go and check up on Harry."
"Of course headmaster!" He said a bit annoyed that he was awoken at this time.
"Remus you're an adult and a staff now, call me Albus!" Dumbledore said with a twinkle in his eye.
"No you will always remain headmaster to me." Albus smiled.
"Very well then, I think you should get going now,"
Remus left the office to go to the forbidden forest and apparate.
Harry cowered from his uncle who was removing his belt. *where's my wand? Why didn't I hold on to it! Please help me someone! Anyone?* Vernon then began whipping him on the back with so much force that it started to open up other wounds.
"I'm going to beat this freakiness out of you once and for all. Don't bother crawling back when we kick you out." Vernon raged.
"Please Vernon leave him alone... Y...you're killing him! Please don't hurt him!" Petunia shrieked.
It was then when Harry notice his aunt was sobbing uncontrollably and shrieking. Vernon grabbed her by the hair then tied her to a chair and covered her mouth with a tea towel.
"Now you're gonna watch this you bitch!" He laughed.
He carried on beating Harry until all you could see was blood.
Rape scene - anyone who wants to skip they may.
Vernon started to unbuckle his trousers and he pulled them down. Petunia heart clenched and everything just went black.
"Turn over boy! I think this is your final punishment for the night!" he smirked and laughed. Laughed? Harry's eyes widened in terror! 'No! Please no! Help me! Where are the neighbours? Where's Dumbledore?* he suddenly felt something big push through his anus and felt himself tear into two.
"Arrrgghhhhh! Stop please stop!" he said with all the energy he had left within him.
He felt his uncle push in out until he felt his seed inside him. Vernon pulled out of him roughly and pushed past harry to the kitchen. Harry saw the world going dizzy; he pulled his trousers up and collapsed.
End of rape scene
meanwhile Dudley sat by toilet, vomiting so hard he collapsed.
Lupin arrived on privet drive to the sound of owls hooting and the wind howling causing the rustling of the trees, nothing more, and nothing less. He walked to the house and the lights were all unusually on. He decided against knocking and went for the handle. It opened he walked in and froze. Petunia Dursley was tied to a chair unconscious but opposite her covered in blood lay a limp form of Harry Potter. Remus ran to him and held him in his arms.
"Harry! Fuck! What have I done? What have you done headmaster? Fuck I'm sorry Harry, Sirius, James and Lily. I failed you." Remus cried and cried until he felt Harry move, 'he's alive! I need to get him to the headquarters now! Albus has probably already set up the Floo network. I'll take his relatives first. Wait where is the boy? Harry's cousin?' He ran upstairs and saw Dudley laying there next to the toilet. Remus grabbed him and his mother - with difficultly then took him to the fire.
"Number 12 Grimmauld place!" he shouted, when he arrived,
"Molly! Arthur! Ron! Everyone gets down here NOW!" he shrieked,
"Number 4 Privet Drive!" He landed and held Harry closely, "Number 12 Grimmauld Place!"
As he landed, he saw Molly scuttle through the door,
"REMUS! It is half past 5 in the mor... OH MERLIN! Please tell me that's not Harry! Please!" She began crying loudly,
"Mum whazzupp?" Ron said obviously not glad he got woken up. He stepped through and froze. "H... Harry? Mum call Hermione!" his voice broke as he ran to his best friends aid.
"I will dear! I'll call poppy first!" She whispered.
Everyone else came down, there were screams cries but all Remus could do was stand there, tears falling one by one.
"QUIET! Remus take Harry upstairs to his room, Bill, Charlie take the boy, Harry's cousin to the spare room. And Fred and George take his aunt there as well." Arthur instructed.
As they retreated out of the room, everyone in the room was silent apart from the sniffs. Ginny was sat in her father's lap crying. Ron was sat in the corner tears still streaming down his face, Tonks sat there thinking of Sirius. And moody, surprisingly was speechless.
Ron stood up and spoke, his voice trembling, "he... He told us he was fine! But Hermione picked things out in his letters... Why didn't I listen to her? I thought it was normal but they were clues! How could I think he'd be perfectly fine after Sirius died? Arghhh! I'm gonna kill those fucking death eaters and their bastard of a leader VOLDEMORT! I...I...I..." suddenly Ron broke out in tears.
"Ronald!" His mother soothed him, "Harry will be ok! And we don't even know what happened, if it was death eaters, professor Snape would have known..."
"That greasy bastard would not have told us mum! He loathes Harry and you know it! He is not on our side!" Ron hissed through clenched teeth.
"RONALD! Mind your language and he's your teacher have some respect. Severus is on our side dear, professor Dumbledore trusts him! And Ron dear what I am saying is that if it was death eaters, they would have taken him. And Remus said the wards were fine!"
"I still don't trust him and what do you think he did that to himself?" molly sighed
"Ron, go back to sleep ok, today is going to be hard so go to sleep," Ron began to protest "up now!"
Ron and Ginny left the room leaving silence. Suddenly Dumbledore came out of the fireplace.
"How is he Molly?"
"Not good Albus, poppy's upstairs with the boy, his aunt had been tied up and his cousin had passed out vomiting,"
Remus had been kicked out of Harry's room so he went to the guest room to see Harry's relatives. He walked in and sat on the chair.
Petunias head was throbbing like mad as she was bought back to the present. 'my head hurts like mad... HARRY!' All the memories came back to her; She snapped her eyes open and realised she didn't know where she was. She looked over to the bed and saw her son.
"DUDLEY!" She ran over to him by his bed and began sobbing,
"He's fine, just sleeping! After earlier ago I'm not surprised!" Petunia looked up to find a slightly roughed up man with dirty blonde hair and red rimmed eyes, "I'm Remus Lupin, professor a Hogwarts and used to be friends with James and Lily."
"Oh thank god! I'm Petunia Durs... Just petunia. Oh my god Harry! Where is he? It's all my fault!" She broke down.
"Petunia Harry will be fine. Just please tell me what happened?"
"Vernon... He's never beaten Harry like this before and then... I think it's Harry's job to tell you... Can I see him?"
Lupin stood there in shock! 'Harry had been abused. Harry had been abused. Harry had been abused! Albus what have you done? Harry why didn't you say something! I've failed! I'm just a fucked up werewolf unable to do anything! I don't deserve him...'
Lupin swallowed the big lump and spoke in a hoarse voice, "I shall let Albus know. I'm sorry but you are going to have to have an interview with the headmaster about this. And as for Harry. One of our well trained mediwitch is working on him. Your son shall be waking soon, you're protected here so don't go out. I'll be off."
"Wait where we are?"
"In the headquarters of the order of the phoenix, Dumbledore shall explain more. This is also Harry's house passed down from his dead godfather, Sirius black. I shall see you later." he spoke calmly and then left.
Petunia's breath hitched. His dead godfather? Sirius Black? She sighed deeply and ran her hands through Dudley's hair.
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