I'm back! Yes, I have returned with another story (songfic!) and you all know you missed me. ;) Will be multi chapter, probably about Elliot and Olivia's relationship. So yes, for you E/O crackheads, there will be some. But, not all of these are E/O. The writing styles will be different for each chapter, meaning it's NOT a story! Just a collection of songfics.

Disclaimer- We all know I own nothing...:'(

I layed in bed, in silence. Tossing and turning. I obviously couldn't sleep. Well this is just great, I thought. I may have the day off tomorrow but I could still get called in. I sighed, knowing thinking about work was never going to help me get sleep. It never did. So I got up, and turned on my radio. Music seemed to help me sleep sometimes. It was after midnight so the DJ's where gone, and it was continues music. I closed my eyes and hoped the music would help.

Take time to realize, That your warmth is crashing down on time to realize,That I am on your sideDidn't I, didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you, No it's never gona be that simpleNo I cant spell it out for you.

But my eyes fluttered open. This song was starting to remind me of somebody. A very special, certain somebody. A somebody who didn't get my feelings for him, something that would never be easy. That somebody?

Elliot Stabler.

If you just realize what I just realized, Then we'd be perfect for each otherand will never find anotherJust realized what I just realizedwe'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other time to realizeOh-oh I'm on your sidedidn't I, didn't I tell time to realizeThis all can pass you by.

Didn't I tell you?

This lady was right, if only he could just realize…

But I knew that would never happen. I knew he would never "realize" anything. I think his marriage and five kids kept him from that. I don't hate any of the Stabler family, it's his family. I don't hate them for being in the way of him realizing how I felt. And besides, who say's he would even feel the same way? Who say's that just because I'm in love with my partner, the feeling's mutual?

Well I wished someone would. I hope that some day, he can realize that maybe just "partners" aren't good enough for us. Then again, I don't. I don't want to be responsible for ruining his marriage or our partnership/ friendship. We both had a hard enough time with rumors regarding his divorce and me being way to involved. Which of course, were not true. Its so confusing, describing my feeling for him.

I love him, I'll admit that. I'll also admit that I wasn't exactly all too thrilled when he told me Kathy was pregnant. I'll admit that he's the longest and greatest relationship I've ever had in my life. I'll admit, I'm waiting for the day he finally just says he loves me. I'll admit, if he ever announces he's getting another divorce I'll be happy. Ok, I'll be more than happy. I'll admit that I've fallen way too hard for him and I'm scared about that. Of course, I wont admit these things to anyone else but myself. And I already had a hard enough time doing that.

I finally closed my eyes, and listened to the rest of the song.

If you just realized what I just realizedthen we'd be perfect for each other then we'd never find another Just realized what I just realizedwe'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other now.

It's not always the sameno it's never the same if you don't feel it you meet me half wayIf you would meet me half could be the same for you.

If you just realized what I just realizedthen we'd be perfect for each other then we'd never find another Just realized what I just realizedwe'd never have to wonder Just realized what I just realized.

I do not own Realize, by Coblie Cailliat. She does :D

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Deal with it and click that button :)

The lovely and brilliant, -JustAGirlIGuess ;) and btw, sorry about how this chapter is a lil short, I tried.