Author's note:
I've had the idea for this story in the back of my mind for a while and I thought it would make an interesting post Breaking Dawn fanfic I really hope you guys enjoy this story and I have some bad writers block for The Adventures of the Cullen Party Boat so I don't really know when the next chapter will be but I'm not abandoning it. So without further note I give you Aiden.
I took a deep breath. Normally girls aren't forced to do something like this until they're in their teenage years and I have to when I'm only six and a half. I sure don't look or feel like a six year old though. I have the body of a sixteen year old and the mind of a twenty year old. My name is Renesmee Carlie Cullen and I'm about to break up with my werewolf imprinter, Jacob Black.
I've already talked to my parents about this and they understand. however they were both pretty shocked because the imprintees are supposed to fall in love with the imprinters. Jacob is really sweet and there's a supernatural connection between us but I can't possibly see myself ever being with someone who once loved my mother.
I do love him, but like a brother which is going to crush him even more because that was how my mom felt about him too. "Nessie can you please just spit it out or touch me the suspense is killing me!" Jacob(who was seated next to me on the porch steps) said as he was clearly getting impatient because I called him out here and have yet to say anything.
"Stop calling me Nessie!" I yelled at him. I've reminded him time and time again that I hate his nickname for me and that it makes me feel like a monster. Which I was called before I was born because a vampire/human was taboo to him before he imprinted on me.
"oh uh I'm sorry Renesmee." he said a little bit embarrassed. I can't hold this off anymore I need to do this now. I placed my right hand on his cheek and showed him a dream I'd had a while back. It was my interpretation of his and my mom's kiss before the battle against Victoria's army. My mom told me the story about a year ago.
"oh is that what this is about?" he asked
"kind of." I answered sadly.
"you don't need to worry about that it was just like with Sam and Leah." he said like he had been rehearsing it for years. I really didn't want to end it like this but if I don't do this now I won't do it and then I'll be stuck with someone I don't love for my eternal life.
"Jacob I don't love you!" I blurted. Jacob's face looked like someone after they witnessed death.
"I'm sorry I know this is wrong and that I'm supposed to love you I just don't and I feel like such a bitch for doing this to you." I wiped some tears from my eyes and looked at Jacob again. He was shaking almost vibrating. I jumped onto my feet and stepped several paces back from him. I don't want to spend eternity scarred like Emily. Jacob then exploded into a russet wolf and ran off into the woods behind the Cullen house.
I heard him howl in pain and couldn't take it. I ran into the house and into my mom's welcoming arms. She rubbed my back and attempted to sooth me.
"it's ok honey you had to do it." She said in a calming tone. I put my hand on her cheek and showed her Jacob's face before he phased.
"Mom when you chose dad over him that was terrible. When I did that to him I took away his reason for existing." I said and another round of tears came on.
"I know Renesmee. Doing that to him was one of the hardest things I've ever had to do so I can't possibly imagine what you're going through." she said as she ran her hand through my wavy bronze hair. Just then my dad ran down the stairs and also wrapped his arms around me.
"I can hear Jacob he's hysterical." my dad said.
"wow really cause I totally had no idea!" I yelled at him with sarcasm. Just then his eyes widened.
"Edward what's wrong?" my mom asked clearly concerned.
"We need to go now Bella!" he yelled and grabbed my mom's arm.
"Why?" she asked as he pulled her out the door.
"Jacob's going to kill himself."
Author's note:
Please review I need to know if I should continue this.
