Letters of solitude

I came up with this idea from a dream I had this morning and even though I have so many stories to finish, I couldn't let this one escape from me. In this story Edward told her the true reason he was leaving and left it at that instead of lying like he did in New Moon. I hope you enjoy it however short it may be and stay tuned for the next chapters when I update. Enjoy! Oh and here is the disclaimer.

Disclaimer: Yes, I don't own Twilight but can we hurry up with the story already?

Bella's pov

My life lately had been a living hell with nothing to change it or make it the tiniest portion better. Without him, I was ceasing to be and I knew I could never go on. It was only this afternoon that life started to seem better, however inconceivable it may seem and I felt a surge of hope run through me. My heart had very nearly stopped when I saw the handwriting on a letter addressed to me. All the other letters which were mostly bills were tossed aside and I collapsed onto the lilac sheets of my bed grasping onto the letter as if it were a lifeline. My hands trembled as I unsealed the envelope and I marvelled at just the sight of it before I began to read the neat cursive writing which I had grown to love. In fact I had loved it ever since I first saw him write in Biology when we were identifying different forms of mitosis. I took a deep breath and absorbed the words in the letter.

To my dearest Bella

I know I left you heartbroken and half-dead but we both know you wouldn't be better off instead. I still want you to live the life I pictured for you. Do all the things a woman your age wants to do. But don't shy to tell me every insignificant part of your day, all I need to know is that you are okay. If you don't write back then I will understand but I will always love you no matter the distance or piece of land. I just need to have some essence of you to go on. Whether you feel indifferent or deeply care, soon you will meet a man who will always be there. Unlike I who deserves to die. Just know that I love you with all my heart and soul and I never wanted to let you go.

Yours eternally, Edward

How could he believe that I would never reply? How could he think that I will forget him or find another man? None would ever compare to him or even come close to his perfection. None! I scrambled around for a piece of paper and grabbed a ballpoint pen. I quivered with anticipation and adrenaline as I wrote a deep and meaningful reply. After I had written it, I proof-read it five times until I was satisfied and sent it to the return address on the back of the letter he sent me. Now all I had to do was wait patiently and waiting was never my forte but for once in 3 horrific months I felt hope.

I have already written Edward's pov of reading Bella's reply but I won't put it up unless people like this first part. I have already had a bad experience with writing a story like this (The story I am talking about had 1 review which said how crap the story was and how it was the worst story ever) so I won't put it up unless I am sure people will like it. So if you like this story and want me to put up the second part then please review. Thanks for reading!

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