Is this love real?
This is a NaLu one-shot fanfic. About loveing someone, and thinking you don't. Just a small argument with (Lucy) herself. XD Enjoy!
Lucy POV
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"I'm going to bed now." I told my boyfriend while walking to our room. He turned to me from his seat on the couch. "Ok baby," baby... why do you have to make me feel this way..."I love you, good night." he said turning back towards the tv. I love you... I don't even know what that means anymore... "Love you too... Night." I sighed walking to the room. I sat on the bed, not feeling tired anymore. Why do I feel this way? I don't feel the 'love' anymore. It's like a new toy, you love it for a few weeks, but then, the toy begins to feel like it doesn't have that special thing you were looking for anymore... if the toy had feeling it would probably still like you because its a toy it wants to be loved and played with, but that doesn't matter. I feel like I don't have the special connection with him like I use to, when we first met. He was such a sweet guy, everything I wanted, he still is but... but I don't like him anymore, atleast I think I don't. I love him one day, then the next, I don't. This is the 3rd time this month I've felt this way... Maybe I should just ask for a break? No, then he'll feel lied to. But, have I been lieing about this, have I really loved him? I sighed laying down, pulling the covers over me. I closed my eyes. What if I have been lieing to myself? What if this was all a lie. Maybe I was just lonely, maybe I was desperate to feel loved, maybe I wanted to have the warm fuzzy feeling. I don't know anymore. I began to cry scilently. I am lieing to myself, I know it. But I can't just do this, I can't just go up to him and say Oh, I don't love, I never really did, I just wanted to feel loved blah blah blah. I won't tell him, I know a part of me loves him. I knew this would happen the moment he told me his life history. I knew it... so why did I let him tell me? I guess I just loved him and I thought we would be together forever. My soul mate. I think I thought wrong, right? Or maybe we are soul mates, and this is just a stupid phase I'm going through. I wiped my tears away. Yeah, maybe, I don't know. I have lots of time to think about this. "I really need sleep..." I said alloud. I opened my eyes to see him walking into the room. "Oh, sorry I didn't mean to wake you up Lucy." he said apoligeticly. I shook my head "No, No its fine Natsu, I wasn't asleep yet, I was just... thinking." He smiled at me, "Oh, ok. Well goodnight." He whispered while crawling into bed with me. "Good night." I closed my eyes. I love you, maybe, your like a big brother, a best friend, my nakama, but I will always love you. No matter what I think, you will always have a place in my heart.
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Well, this is just a small love confusion one-shot, about Lucy thinking she doesn't really love Natsu. I'm sure most of you felt this way in a relationship. so why not write about it in a fanfic! Hope you liked it.
