I Should Have Never Left You
A/N: I do not own OITNB characters, I simply use them for my own demise :') So I was first introduced to this series last week, since then I had a marathon of Season 1 & 2 and completed in 2 days & now I can't stop watching! So this little story is going to be based on Vauseman. Set on the end of Season 2 when Piper gets Alex put back in prison, then will be carrying on with my version of what Season 3 should entail for Alex & Piper. This is rated M for femslash & smut, language, drug references ECT... Hope you all enjoy.
PPOV
Chapter 1: Realisation
"There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single flashing, throbbing moment." – Sarah Dessen
I had just got off the phone with Alex. She was planning on leaving the country and carrying on with her importing of heroin. Is she a fucking idiot?! I couldn't let her go again. I refused to lose her again. I did the only thing I could do. I called Larry & Polly.
"I need you to do me a favour and you fucking owe me. Plus, if you don't do it, I know that Polly will" I knew from the pause on the phone that they were wondering what I was going to ask them to do. "I need you to phone Alex's probation worker and tell him that she's planning on leaving the state."
"No fucking way. Why? So that she can end up back in prison with you? No." I knew that Larry would say no, however my best friend didn't have a choice since she's now with my ex-fiance.
"Polly" I waited the whole of 20 seconds.
"I owe her Larry. What's his name again?"
PERFECT! I knew that Polly wouldn't be able to deny me of this. Plus, she had already met Alex when I was in my 20's and we was together. Sure, she didn't like her, but she knew that she made me happy and that what we had, yeah it was fucked up being with a drug importer, but she was and still is the most important person in my life. There wasn't a day in the 5 years that I hadn't seen her that I didn't think about her or our adventures that we used to go on. I loved this woman with all of my being and I needed her. She's my oxygen, my life, she's everything to me.
I made my way back to my bunk and laid down on my bed. I curled up into myself like a foetus and started reminiscing about the times that I had shared with Alex. How she turned my world upside and made me be who I am today, she taught me to be true to myself and be who I wanted to be, who I am. All the times that I had waited for her to come back from a business trip, sometimes it would be 2 to 3 weeks where I wouldn't be able to see the most amazing woman who had stole my heart. How I would instantly crash into her, captivating her within moments of laying my eyes on her again. How the first thing we did when we got home was strip instantly and drown in each others love and passion for each other that it still makes my heart skip a beat, it still makes me take a gasp of breath, my knees still go weak and my mind is a blur. I'm also still instantly throbbing and aching for her. I decide that the best thing that I could do is try to go to sleep, I've done all that I could to get Alex back in here, to get her safe. I can protect her from anyone in here, not that she can't defend herself because that woman is amazing in every single way. She's a professional drug smuggler who works for an International Drug Cartel, she definitely knows how to handle herself. Plus, I also can't live without her. The best thing that she did was name me, because it brought me back to her. It brought me back to myself. Before I was convicted, I had a life that I had chosen for myself, I was the blonde who I was supposed to be. But when I was with Alex, it wasn't just a job or a relationship, it was my life, it was our life. It was who I was.
I had eventually drifted off to sleep, not only was she on my mind whilst I'm awake, I just cannot escape this woman at all. She's always in my thoughts when I close my eyes. I stir in my bed, stretching and adjusting to the morning light. I drag my hands up to my eyes and rub them before opening them. They half opened when I saw a silhouette figure. They instantly darted open.
"Morning Piper..."
"Fuck, Alex..."
A/N: Hey, so there's the first chapter. I'm going with Alex's reaction to everything in the next chapter. Will she forgive Piper or will she be done with her for good? Please leave comments and reviews and even suggestions on where you would like to see Piper & Alex at?
