A/N: BEHOLD! I HAVE INTERNET NYAHAHAHAHHA
I have waited long for this moment. Omg. *cries* Anyway, I bring you this story by thick and thins. I just wanted to publish this first. =)) There are more to come, so please do stay tuned! *wink wink*
OMG KANA I HATE YOOW. Y U HURT TSURARA EVER EVER
When the Love Falls
"Rikuo kun!"
"Ri-kuoooo!"
"Ahi! Rikuo kun, you're so cute!"
"Rikuo blushes!"
"Ri-Rikuo kun.. A-ano.. I-I like you.."
"Can I be your girlfriend?"
"I do."
I was there. I was there when it all happened.
Even if I don't want to, I needed to be there. For him. Not for anyone else, Not for that Girl, Not even for myself. But for him. Because if I were to be followed, it's been since long that I dragged myself out of the box.
But no. I didn't, didn't I? Even if how much pain I suffered silently, alone, all by myself.. I didn't leave.
Sometimes, I just wanted to cry.
I tried doing that, really.
But nothing comes out anymore. It seems that it all froze along with the hard blizzard in my heart already.
Rikuo-sama.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.. I just want to leave now.. I don't want to be the one in everything, especially in the birth of Nura Kana's son.
It was one of those typical Midnights, and I carefully tip toed my way out, silent as a mouse, careful enough not to wake any Yokais sleeping in their quarters.
I'm just tired, that's all. I can't put up any more faces and just fool everyone out of themselves. I'm tired.
I just can't do this anymore. I've lied too much. I've lied to everyone. I've lied to Kejorou. I've lied to Aotabo. To Nurarihyon-sama. To Wakana-sama. To you, Waka. And to everyone.
But most importantly, I've lied to myself.
This whole time.. I've been lying to everyone, To myself. About those feelings.. About how am I doing.. That I'm alright.
These years that has been wasted.. These Past few years that I spent fooling everyone and my heart. These years that I lived letting my own heart bleed and do nothing.
But nothing lasts forever, right? Ah! Don't worry, I'm not pertaining to your marriage.
What I just mean is, that. That I'm tired. That I'm sorry. And I'm sick of it.
I'm sick of it. So sick of it that I just want to vomit everything I have eaten in my Yuki Onna Years. No, Really, I'm serious.
But who wouldn't, right? To see you two lovey dovey everyday, Huggles. Giggles. Kisses. The Whispers.
The Whispers. The Silent whispers of pity, for once again, The Yuki Onna of the Household is turned down by the very same type of being. A Human.
I ignored those though. For I had another case. Mother was bold with her feelings, unlike I, who hadn't even spoken a single word about it.
But this all ends now.
I love you, Waka.
I love you.
The last whisper has been told,
And the Snow left with a frown embedded to its very presence
With a deep crimson flower watching afar.
A/N: This.. THIS! This Shot is just. Just.
A FREAKING CLIFF HANGER!
For me though. HAHAHAHAHA. XD Anyway, No worries guys. There will be a second chapter to this, So let us stay tune and see what will happen in the end!
Please Rnr!
