Okaaay so, me again :-D lol.
So this fic was supposed to be posted for when Svenja came back but I think I'm late…oh well who cares!!
I just hope you like this fic…I like it so I guess that's good too…
--I do not own anything…but I do own their future baby though, yay!
Chapter 1:
Okay, one line negative, two lines positive, Addison told herself for the 100th time in about a minute. She was sitting on the floor in the middle of the small bathroom of the trailer with just a tank top and baby blue shorts. It was about 5am, and Derek wasn't awake yet.
About 2 minutes later, she took a look at the 4 tests she had taken ; positive, all of them.
"Damn, what am I gonna do." Addison whispered to no one in particular. She and Derek they were just not ready to have a baby; yet still, they had created a baby somewhere during the 4 times they had had sex since she had moved to Seattle. She couldn't believe it, it wasn't the time, at all! It wasn't supposed to happen and she was sure Derek would be mad at her for it. Her head was resting on the top of her knees and her arms were hugging her legs. It wasn't supposed to happen, it wasn't supposed to be like that. And she let a few tears fall.
Addison quickly wiped her tears away before taking the tests and the boxes to put it in her purse. The last thing she wanted was Derek to see them!
-x-x-x-
The very same day Addison was trying to find Bailey to run a blood test on her. She wanted to make sure she was really pregnant, and if so to make sure her baby was okay.
"O'Malley!" She called after she saw him walking in front of her office.
"Yes Doctor Shepherd?"
"Have you seen Bailey today?"
"Bailey's in Los Angeles with Callie for the next two days for a resident conference. Why?"
"Oh." Just what she needed really. The two people she could trust here were gone at the same time, just great! Oh a second thought…George did look nice, and he was Callie's friend-ish after all…maybe she could ask him? "Are you busy George?"
"No…why?" He asked unsure, she always kind of scared him.
"Can I trust you on something?"
"Of course Doctor Shepherd!" He told her proudly, though wondering why the hell she wanted to know that.
"Close the door." She told him and he did so. "Look George…Bailey and Callie are the only two people I can trust here and well there's Richard but it would be kind of weird. So yeah, would you do something for me? Something you can't tell anyone, not even your friends." She had to be sure.
"I swear. But hum, what can I do for you?" He asked her.
"I want you to run some tests on me…I think I might be pregnant and…"
"Oh…like hum…down there?" He asked as nervous as ever and it made her laugh a little for the first time since she found out she was probably pregnant.
"No! I mean like blood tests George."
"Oh!" He said relieved. "It's not that I eh I didn't want to eh you know but I mean it would have been you know kinda…"
"I get it O'malley…don't worry. Anyway, will you do it?"
"Of course…eh where though?"
About two hours later, Addison was sitting alone in the exam room while George was waiting for her results. She wanted a baby, but at the same time she didn't wait it right now. Maybe a baby would make her happy…
"Well congratulations Dr. Shepherd, it appears that you are about 7 weeks pregnant." George announced happily as he entered the room.
"Okay."
"What's wrong Dr. Shepherd? You don't want this baby?" He asked her as he sat next to her.
"I do…believe me I do, it's just…it's not the right time."
"How?"
"Me and Derek barely talk…I'm afraid he'll want to divorce if I talk to him too much or if I say something wrong."
"Well it sucks…are you going to tell him?"
"Eventually…I guess, I don't want him to be mad at me." She replied sadly.
"Look, I know we don't know each other that well, but I'm here if you need to talk or something."
"Thanks, but I don't want to come between you and Meredith."
"I'm no longer friends with her…she used me."
"What do you mean she used you?"
"I told her that I loved her and she gave me kind of a false hope by sleeping with me."
"I'm sorry she did that."
"Yeah me too, but anyway, as I said before I'm here for you Dr. Shepherd."
"Thank you George."
"Look I have to go but maybe if you want to we could…maybe get a coffee or something else for you since you can't drink that tonight? I know it sounds stupid and all…"
"No it doesn't, I'd love to O'Malley.
"Starbucks at 8pm?"
"Sure, see you then."
Having a coffee with George? Might be cool, Addison thought.
-x-
"Where are you going anyway?" Derek asked Addison as he watched her get dressed in jeans and a lighter shirt.
"Starbucks" She answered simply.
"Alone?"
"With O'Malley."
"What?!" He replied laughing.
"Fuck you, at least he cares!" She replied angrily before leaving the trailer. Oh my god, did I really tell him that?! She thought surprised with herself.
-x-
"You really told him that?" George asked her surprised. They were sitting on a big couch talking quietly.
"Yeah. I was really shocked I really said that, it's like old Addison was back…I enjoyed it."
"What was old Addison like?"
"She enjoyed life, she couldn't care less about what her husband thought of her or other people for the matter, she didn't mind telling people what she thought, she had fun, at lot of friends and she was happy. I miss old Addison."
"She seems great you know."
"She was. She was awesome to be honest." She replied smiling a little.
"I'm sure. To be honest I didn't know you were so nice, I've always been a little scared of you."
"Really?"
"Yeah! But you aren't really scary really."
"Well that's cool. At least one intern likes me."
"They don't hate you…Izzie is a little mad because of what you did to her but she liked you before, then there's Alex who thinks your hot and then there's Meredith who doesn't like you because she says you stole Derek from her and then there's Christina who has to agree with Meredith."
"Gosh why do they all think I stole Derek from her!? He's my husband!" She replied frustrated, it really made her mad when people would say that.
"I know! I mean, someday she'll get over it I'm sure."
"Yeah, maybe."
"Anyway, when do you think you'll talk to Derek about the baby?"
"I don't know…he invited me to prom in two days…so maybe if he's happy and all after that?"
"Yeah, just make sure he's in a good mood."
-x-
A few hours later, she came back home to find Derek already asleep in their bed. She quickly took her clothes off to put something to wear to bed on.
"I'm sorry about laughing earlier when you told me it was George you were going with, he seems nice and I'm happy if hanging out with him makes you happy." Derek told her right after she sat on the bed.
"Thank you." She replied simply before falling asleep.
-xxxxxxx-
Okaaaaay well, do you like it? Please tell me, I really want to know so review!! )
