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UU: well i gUess it's jUst me then

UU: i gUess this is how life really is, me and my thoUghts trapped inside my head waiting to be realsed

UU: how long have i been waiting for intreaction? i mean all i ever do is sit aroUnd and cosplay? messaging people who are so far away lingering in theyre own timeline, own Unvirse. if i where to parish no one woUld trUely know

UU: they'll jUst know that girl who Used to message them has stopped. woUld i cross they're mind ever so often. will my presence on they're screen tickle they're meomies? will they crave for me to speak to them once more? who will know, i sUre won't, for i'll be stUck here sharing a body with a man who hates, one who will certainly be downfall, mUrder with his own hands with oUt a second thoUght.

UU: its fUnny how i've managed to fool myself, belive i can change him for the better. make him more like myself so no one has to die, bUt silly ol me never relized someones being isn't yoUr control. yoU can only control yoUr own as yoU watch others destroy or bUild themselfs. i coUld never change my borther, he was oUt my control and the only way to stop him was to completely take over.

UU: sitting aroUnd here, in the pocket of space i've made has done nothing bUt myself from him killing me entirely, no longer will i fall asleep for him to take my body. no longer will i ever sleep again. the dead don't sleep, they only wonder. all of the soUls have wondered into dreambUbles, and yet my own hasn't seen one other than my own. has the fear of my brother, the one that Used to be apart of me, killing me again driven myself into corner to hide?

UU: i'm hiding. i can fool anyone to thinking i'm trying to find myself, bUt in trUth, how can i find her when i can't take a foot oUtside this void. i can't find myself when i don't know how. millions have died by my brothers hands, my very own blood was spilt becaUse of him. the people i dare call my friends lifes are mere pUppets to him and his followers. i have failed my friends, the ones i only wanted to help, i have failed them and has protentally placed the weapon in caliborns hands, the one that may destroy them. how silly i was to believe i coUld stop him. how can i when i'm hiding Under a rock, hoping he woUldn't find me till i find myself.

UU: bUt hiding Under rock isn't a way to find anyone, it a way to hide from them. they'res a reason why it's called hide and seek. for the one who seeks gets the prize and the one how hides only gets destroyed.

UU: i can't fathom looking at my flesh anymore, the emrald skin i bare, the face a wear, all is of him. only difference is my green swirls and dead eyes. i look at a monster i resmeble to. one i failed to stop. bUt it's also one i can change. i change it to my fan troll, one that reminds me of the good times where i woUld cosplay in my room i share talking to my friends. how i miss those days where all was peacefUl. bUt now choas has rained over the land and nothing is singing oUt in peacfUl tones. the cry in terrified whispers. beg to be let free. so many people, so mUch blood.

UU: i have to stop hidding, i have to go and her, to find myself. the threat of all of my friends dieing becaUse i waited to long is hanging over my head. so if risking what's rest of my life to save them is in order then so be it. i will not be a coward anymore. i will not stand for it.

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