Author's note: Hey all! This is the very first fanfic I've written in my entire life, and I hope it's good! This story is with close reference to season 2, and please, please, please rate/favorite/alert or whichever you please :') I will appreciate all constructive comments and chapter 2 is on its way!
P.S. I do not own any characters in this story, or Glee. If I actually owned Blaine and/or Kurt, they would actually be in my bed right now. Just saying (;
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"I don't think I can take this any longer…" Kurt mumbled, trying to lean as far away from Mr. Schue.
Being the compassionate teacher Will has always been, he asked Kurt to meet him for coffee at Lima Coffee Bean after school to talk about his feelings and just about everything else. Will knew something was definitely not right after Karofsky's attack on Kurt. He was no longer the bubbly, happy guy everyone knew, and his clothes were mismatched – that must have meant something.
"Well, Kurt, whatever I'm going to say is going to be in a position of a friend, okay? Sometimes, you gotta think things through. I know you have great friends in McKinley High, like Mercedes for example, and you have an amazing voice that New Directions would love to have for sectionals, regionals or even nationals. But… Will staying in this school be worth it after everything that happened in the past week? Karofsky and all." Mr. Schue told him firmly, but softly.
Kurt was confused.
The curls on his hair are beau- Hold on, does Mr. Schue not want me in New Directions anymore?
Mr. Schue interrupted his thoughts as he continued, "Oh Kurt, don't get me wrong! I… I would absolutely love for you to stay in McKinley High and have you contribute your angelic voice to the New Directions, but I don't think that I, or even your dad, would want to see you suffer anymore. And most of all, we all want you to be happy. Do you get me?"
Kurt could only nod as he felt tears well up in his eyes and his words choke up in his throat.
"I have to go, Kurt. I'll leave you to think about it." Mr. Schue said as he stood up and left.
And he may just be right, I definitely don't wanna get slushied anymore. Neither do I want to be scared whenever I walk down the hallway in school, or cringe at the sight or voice of David Karofsky.
Mr. Schue was definitely trying to tell Kurt that it is okay if he has any thoughts of transferring to another school, because all he wants is the best for all his kids in New Directions. And if Kurt cannot find a place in McKinley, then maybe transferring to another school might be better solution. After all, Kurt has feelings just like any other teenager. The only difference between him and most of the kids in McKinley is, he likes someone of his own gender. And the problem is the kids in his school don't support gay rights and they think that being gay is actually wrong and not accepted in the society.
At that point of time, what Kurt really wanted was to transfer to another school. He wasn't really sure which school or what his dad may think of what Mr. Schue just said or if his dad had any plans in mind for him, but he just knew that he couldn't stay in McKinley any longer. Kurt was terrified. Terrified of Karofsky. He lost his first gay kiss to him, but it wasn't really counted. It didn't feel right after all. It wasn't a two-way kind-of thing, and it meant nothing. But he wouldn't want Karofsky to go up to him and kiss him again, shove him to the lockers in the hallways or even just stare at him with those vicious eyes. Kurt also knew that he would never be able to find a boyfriend or what some may call it, his teenage dream, in his current school.
He thought through everything that Mr. Schue said really prudently, and made up his mind.
"Kurt Hummel is leaving McKinley High School as of next term!" he squealed to himself in excitement on his way home from Lima Coffee Bean.
He didn't know what his dad, Carole or Finn may think of his decision. However, he was not in a dilemma. He was really sure that he has made the right decision, and was pretty confident that his friends in New Directions would be supportive.
Even though that would mean New Directions would lose someone of great voice and fashion sense… He thought to himself and chuckled.
However, Kurt didn't want to tell his family of his plans yet. He wanted to make sure that everything was right. He wanted to find a school that would be right for him, and he just wanted his plans to be fool-proof. He wanted to prove to his dad that, Kurt Hummel can actually make good and wise decisions, and his dad would then probably approve of it. In short, he wanted it to be perfect.
Before he left Lima Coffee Bean, he paid for both his and Mr. Schue's coffee order. He would refuse to go any other coffee house. Lima Coffee Bean serves the best coffee in town. Kurt also liked his coffee medium-drip, and would always ask for a a tint of cinnamon.
As he left the coffee house, he smiled throughout the entire car ride home while driving. He just couldn't wait to implement his plans. No, that wasn't just it. He couldn't wait till he throws his McKinley High past away - the terrible bullying, getting slushied every other day and shoved to the lockers. Nevertheless, he just wanted people to accept him. It's not like he chose to be gay. Well... it's just who he is. He wanted to be accepted in the society, and love who he wants to love.
For the first time in about three weeks, Kurt smiled sincerely, while humming along to the tune on the radio.
