This is a one shot ;)
Carlisle POV
I was due to operate on a young girl. She'd had numerous treatments, but they'd failed. There was nothing I could do; I'd failed. She'd die in a few hours. The knowledge made my heart ache. She had Leukemia, and the other doctors hadn't caught it until it was too late. The parents were in her room, tears pouring down their cheeks. Why did these terrible things happen to those so young? I quietly went into the room she was staying in to get the last of the medical reports. A frail little girl with big blue eyes looked at me fearlessly as I came in. Her blonde hair fell in ringlets, and she reminded me of Rosalie, so innocent and vulnerable, the night I'd saved her.
"Hello sir," she whispered. When she spoke it sounded like a song. It pained me to know that she was going to die soon.
"Hello sweetheart," I whispered evenly as I walked by. I couldn't help the forlornness in my voice.
"What's wrong?" she smiled at me.
"Do you know what Leukemia means?" I inquired, wondering if they had not told her death was but a few hours away.
"I'm going to die, but why would I care? I have my family near me and I'm about to meet God," she giggled at me.
"Doesn't your life mean anything to you?" I probed her, wondering at her mentality level.
"Silly, it's my time to go, and God is with me. He'll take care of me because He loves me. What does it matter if I die today, next month, in eighty years? One way or another I'm going to die, and when I do I'll go to heaven just like you," she smiled serenely at me, blue eyes undisturbed. If only she knew. I'd sinned a lot. Maybe Edward had been right about us all going to Hell. Maybe a creature like me honestly had no chance at aspiring to Heaven. She cocked her head to the side, and frowned a little. "You do know that God loves us all, right?"
"Yes, I'm sure He loves you a lot," I told her gently.
"But you know that He loves you, too, because no matter what you've done He created you. His love is unconditional, His love is true. He sent His only Son to die for us; I think that tells it all," she smiled peacefully, and lay down on the metal bed. The little girl was so close to God, it tore at my heart. I yearned to be that close. I heard her heart beat slow as her eyes began to glaze over with death. "He loves you," she whispered softly then left the earth… forever.
That's the day God and Jesus Christ changed my life, and I found Salvation.
If you want God in your life then begin to go to Church, study God's word (The Bible), and talk with a preacher about your new found faith. If God's been working on your life you need to tell people! Spread God's word for God has commanded that of us all. To not keep our faith to ourselves but to spread it out like a wild fire! I have found God, and let me tell you it's amazing. God can work miracles on your life, but you have to have Faith. True love isn't just saying 'Lord, Lord.' True love, true faith is shown by obeying Him. You cannot get to Heaven just with good acts, but you also can't get to Heaven by sitting there, crying out 'Please forgive me!' You must take the steps towards God. You must fight for Him and love Him with a fury. He sent His only Son! He is our Father, calm and comforting, but he also has the stern and powerfulness of a dad. Praise the Lord! If He has touched your heart today don't let it go by unnoticed. Scream it to the world! I love you brothers and sisters in Christ! Amen.
