"It's been a month" Amy sighed.
On the other line Penny played with her hair pondering what to say.
Amy broke the silence: "I tried everything. He finally said "I love you" but sometimes I wish he showed me in actions."
She paced back and forth in her room. She needs air, she needs loud music to drown out her own thoughts but that would upset Sheldon ( who was aimlessly watching Star Wars in the living room.)
"Want to come over and drink some wine" Penny suggested.
"No"Amy smiled weakly, "I want Sheldon to be more emotional and passionate towards me."
"I know, I'm sorry sweetie —oh, Leonard's home. Gotta go. Good luck Ames."
Hanging up Amy screamed into her pillow to release her frustration. After awhile she decided to cool of by taking a shower. Meanwhile Sheldon was laying on his bed with his hands covering his red blushed face.
Earlier he was going to ask Amy to join him when he over heard hers and Penny's conversation. When he heard her scream in her pillow he sulked to his room. He also wants to be more affectionate but he's afraid.
"Whats more important Copper?" he yelled at himself, "You or Amy?"
He chuckled to himself a bit. "I've become a such a hippie."
He walked into the bathroom quietly trying not to make Amy aware of his presence.
Slowly undressing himself, swallowing his fear, he joined her in the shower.
When she turned around her eyes widen but he kissed her suddenly.
"Vixen" he whispered in her ears.
PART 2
"You vixen" he whispered in her ears
"I love you too" she smiled.
"Sheldon" moaned when he finally pulled out. Amy tried to remember exactly when they left the shower and ended up on his bed. He got off from on top of her and rested by her side.
"I'm sorry I've been neglecting you" he kissed her cheek.
"No" she laid her head on his chest. "but i have needs".
Sheldon gave a light laugh. "okay"
"Can i ask a question?" said Amy.
"Sure"
"When did you buy condoms?" she blushed.
"huh?"
"Condoms." Amy repeated. "When did you buy them?"
Sheldon shifted uncomfortably beneath her. "ummm"
Amy felt herself blush. She wanted her before today. He wanted this too.
"I...umm" he began to explain. "I was buying milk the other day and umm ummm, i saw them and i just grabbed them. Before i realized what happened I was already paying."
"So you didn't actually want to do this" Amy sighed, her heart suddenly feeling like someone was tightly squeezing it.
"No. No. I did want this." he assured her quickly. "I wanted this. I wanted us. I needed you." He held her closer to him as the fist holding her beating heart let go, letting her breath again. "I will always want and need you."
After awhile Sheldon loosened his hold and let out a mmmm.
"Yes?" Amy asked concerned.
"I kinda overheard you and Penny. Do you really tell her everything?"
She could tell he felt a bit uncomfortable and unease with her telling Penny about ever thing about their relationship but how could she explain and make him understand girls just need to tell their best friend these kind of things.
"I kinda do." she simply responded.
"Why couldn't you just tell me that you felt neglected? I am the one who could have solved the solution anyways." Damn he was right. Why is he always right.
They both sighed. Him in exasperation and her because this was a argument she couldn't reasonably win.
Feeling a fight coming along he kissed her head. "You know" ,he smirked, "the box comes with more than one condom."
Amy smiled and faced him. " !"
"Dr. Cooper" he smiled and kissed her.
