Yesterday I woke up planning to start my day like always. I decided to check fanfiction when I saw a fanfic talking about Cory's. I didn't believe it. I didn't want to. I was sure it was a hoax, and internet rumor. But it wasn't. When I relived it wasn't I didn't start to cry like my mother and brother. I sat there, numb. I had so many tears I couldn't cry them. So I just thought. About him. About how he would never laugh again, never cry, never sing. I thought about how Lea and his family. I thought about Chris and Mark and the whole cast and crew of Glee how they must be feeling. I just thought. It wasn't till last night that I cried. Sobbed. It hit me he wouldn't be back. It hurt. So I cried. RIP Cory. You are loved and will be forever missed I love you.
